- left out. 5:07 PM
Came across a blog talking about keeping things status quo, for fear that taking that extra step may ruin the
future progression of the friendship and topple the current harmonious balance. Its a thought that got me thinking, a subject that keeps bugging me.
To me, taking the extra step only meant knowing the person better. When one start to clam up and feel awkward infront of the one they like, they will never be able to know the other party well. Likewise, you being awkward will only make the other party feel uncomfortable too, thus ruining any possible progression, moreover IF you were to drop the bomb at this time with the "I like you", its bound to fail! The person will be stunned beyond words and maybe scared away by the sudden revelation of your part, because all along, there isn't any signs at all.
Take things slowly. Get to know the person 1st. If there is mutual attraction, things will happen. You need not to take the extra step, the only thing you have to do is stay confident, stay true to yourself. Being yourself and exluding that confidence is a very attractive trait that people tend to overlook. This is because when people are infront of their crush, they tend to be very conscious of theirselves, not themselves anymore. Throw any baggage away. Let the person see you for being just YOU, and like the You they see.
But more importantly, before anyone can love you, you must first learn to love yourself. I am not saying being obsessed with yourself,but accept who you are and love the way you are. No one is without a flaw, and you are perfect because of your imperfections, you just need the right person to appreciate and like you for who you are and accept all your flaws.
Everyone deserved to be loved and everyone has the right to love. You just have to find the RIGHT ONE to love and be loved. Love can't be rushed, its a natural process. I'm sure in this world, there is a half for everyone, we just have to keep looking... Don't despair, he/she may just be right at that corner!(:
- left out. 5:04 PM
Went to opposite TJ today to have the prawn noodles! Still as great as ever! Yummy, and had the dou hua shui. Nostalgia feeling, used to eat there practically everyday with 1807 people. It always such a challenge to find seats for everyone, but it sure beats eating in our canteen. Prawn noodles, fishball noodles, yong tau foo, char kuey tiao, chicken cutlet fried rice, scary cai fan, and many more delicious food! D: missing the days in TJ.
9,10,11,12,14,15,18,21,24,25,26. No this aint numbers I intend to buy for Toto, haha. These are the days whereby I'll be going out or in hall. When I gave these dates to Wanyin, her 1st reaction was "oei!!" haha, hasnt meet this girl for ages, "why block out so many dates for a fren!" was her next reply. So sorry girl! >.< they are all one step faster than you, and I have commitments. Promise to meet up some day alright?
Yesterday had some problems with my nds files. And my internet explorer was giving me problems! D: But thanks to Justin, the tech geek, who managed to solve my problem! hahah, thanks for sending me winRAR and even scanning it for virus before sending. And now i got new games to play on my NDS lite~ My best travelling companion.
- left out. 5:23 PM
Me: " Ma, why u wearing this shirt? I just wash not long ago leh..."Sister stared at me, while mum trying to find words to reply. Just then it hit me, those were the words mum used to tell me. No wonder my sis looked so stunned. Oh no, Im becoming a housewife! :x
- left out. 3:50 PM
Pain. My wisdom tooth is causing so much pain! D: Ouch.
Been thinking if I have any intelligence, I guess this is a sign for me that I really do have wisdom! hahaha. Self denial again. I think exams make people think and act weirdly, seriously. I think I'm not myself too. My many years in school since the age 4 and taking exams since age 7 have not taught me anything about studying. Whatever happen to the days whereby studying is the key to snugging that A. Now, even if I do finish studying my course syllabus, I may end up not knowing how to do my paper in the exam hall. And the reason is not because I blank out, but the qns seem so foreign, not like anything I have done before. The worst thing? After the exams you can hear some people exclaiming "What an easy paper! woohoo.." while you are still sulking, not knowing how will you fare! D: My papers had long ended, and yet they are still haunting me...
Been trying to play hard, so as not to think about the papers.! Caught 3 movies and a trip to the beach.
I had never study so hard in my life before. I know some people will wanna kill me, but I didn't study that hard for both my O/A levels. Hence, shouldn't I be happy at least I acheive something? No matter what grade I get, I should be happy right?
- left out. 3:49 PM
You have that special ability to make me smile all the time.
You can't make me stay angry with you for more than 1 min.
You irritate me, but when you ain't, I will start missing it.
I love the way you crinkle your nose when you sleep.
I love the way you nudges me, asking for attention.
I love you Jack, thanks for being by my side on this sad and gloomy day!:D
ps: Jack is my family dog.
- left out. 10:11 PM
When a simple hi evolve to a short convo.
When a short convo evolve into a longer convo.
When the convo begin to be peppered with constant banter, jokes and even serious topics.
When one start to show concern
When you feel comfortable talking to that person
Is this the start of a beautiful friendship? Or is this just my own wistful thinking.?
- left out. 11:02 PM
Ended, I fought my last battle... The war left me tattered and torn- emotionally.
Heart felt numbed.
Got the feeling of no feeling.
Weird isnt it?
Ain't i supposed to be glad its all over?
I know I did my best, wouldn't/can't have done anything better.
Leave it till 30dec to decide my fate.
