hmm..was quite an emotional dae.. i dunnoe 2 luff or to cry..yar.. today was passing out ceremony for the sec4s.. yar.. they r leaving.. the long dreaded day.. y mux it be soo fast...? there was lyk exchange of post.. the last dae for us to spend time with the sec4x..
we took pictures.. n the new community elected.. mi as chairperson..wy as vice chair..nadiah as sec1 sq com.. zuibaidah as sec2 sq com.. cass as secretary... n etc etc.. i dunnoe to be happie or wad.. didnt realli wan tt post.. haix..
den huda came n bid us gd bye.. all of us holding back our tears.. dun wanna her to c us sad.. or later we will all cry.. i was realli controllin myself.. but my tears jux wana burst.. i keep trying 2 force a smile..to make them feel beta... jon oni told us to take care... yar.. everyone was trying to put on a brave front lyk nth was happening.. n everyone was happie.. but den we all noe deep in our hearts..
time reallli flies.. n realli fast.. we r realli taking over le.. its simply to fast.. we r not ready 4 it... but we haf oready promise our dear sec4s we will try... we will realli try.. try realli realli hard... thanks 4 guiding us all tis yrs.. being our mentor.. senior... fren... you will be missed..
its a realli emotional dae.. this feeling in mi is realli hard to describe.. mry heart is heavy n feel soo pain.. haix.. jux hope tt all wells end wells.. n we hope the best for our sec4s nco.. take care!

hmm.. 2dae stay back to dicuss bout nco tee.. yar.. my batch taking over the unit tomorrow.. the sec4 steeping down tomorrow.. time flies soo fast.. it jux seems lyk yesterday was 2002...
i was juz a little girl.. entering into the BIG unknown..my secondary scool life.. yar.. i rmb clearly mi standing at the gate... scared 2 go in... den 1st week was a real hectic week... there was choir tryout 4 everyone... haha.. rmb i selected but i reject.. n den gt cca thingy.. mux choose. n i jux chose npcc.. my 1st nco were shulaini and a guy called wad xiang one.. yar.. dey were our senior but soon they pass out b4 we even gt to realli noe them..
den came royce batch.. our squad com was chui fong n fu xiang.. our best times were wif them.. they taught us the basicx.. den baton.. we took our 1st lcp test when they were around.. wad fond memories.. used 2 gt 'bullied' by them.. but trainings were fun @ tt time.. not much pumping.. was realli pure fun n laughter.. those were the daes...
den they left.. n came doreen's batch... jonathan n huda became our squad com.. mux be tough on them.. since they haf to train us 2 b nxt batch of nco.. yar.. the days were filled wif luffter but oso sweat.. we learn values.. leadership.. responsibilitits... we took promo test.. n tahnks 2 them we manage to pass...
N now.. comes our turn.. we r scare of the obsticles tt lies in front of us... we r used 2 being pampered by our seniors.. we are scared.. but we promise.. we will do it.. n nt disappoint all our pst nco.. cos u haf nurture us.. from lil kids... to now...

hahha.. jux typing 4 nth.. hahha

well.. today gt field cooking competition.. didnt win 1st 2nd or 3rd.. but at least gt 4th.. nevermind... lost to marshiling.. their deco veri nice lar.... this is wad happen today actually...

" all schools afta graded by the teachers may proceed to the shade 1st before the next cher arrive." a sir told us.. As clever dunmanites, we retreated to the shady spots to rest lor.. was quite satisfied wif our deco.. but didnt gt 2 taste to c if alrite cos tt stupid northland sect 'leader' keep STARIN @ us lyk we owe him sth.. sumore go confiscate our watermelon..oh.. nvm... den we c how the other teams were doing.. Marshiling's was graded b4 ours... N you noe wad.. they are soooo.. as quoted from jason 'brainless', instead of proceeding to the shady spot, they hide themselve under cardbox covers and the canteen table... sooo... funny lor.. den we keep luffing cos when eva we c them we rmb 'BRAINLESS' n ppl were lyk thinkin dmn ppl siao liao.. we dun care... tts us wad... haha.. den there was tis northland sec guy hu seem interested in wanyin leh.. keep lookin @ her but he dare not ask for her number.. no guts?=)

Den afta grading, we waited 4 results.. they announce slowly lor.. den dmn n 3 other sch final 4.. we sooo hope we can gt @ least a 3rd.. but.... haix... nvm.. we lost... N we lost to the marshiling.. they won 1st.. den we heard their idea... wau.. we were wrong! they gt brains!! their idea was lyk.. wOOw... haix.. nvm.. we deserve to lose to them.. Congrats to u all...

wau.. so unexpected.. meet my pri sch tuition fren,benny.. He now in temasek sec.. oso in npcc and in the competition.. wad a small world.. @ 1st tot recongnize wrongly cos he look so tanned and more matured le.. haha.. i called him so mani times lor.. den tot if recognize wrongly so malu.. den wy help mi... we pass him den i ask him izzit take 'mrs xx tuition" den he sae yes... hahah... den wy sae u rmb her.. heng he sae yes arh.. or i gonna bash him arh.. nah... i not so baoli de.. haha..

went back sch n feed Toffee the guinea pig.. Thankx mrs neo 4 helping mi 2 gt the keys to the toilet or Toffee will haf to go on a diet.. Wau.. Toffee lyk getting fatter leh.. Eat wad eva we gif her n eat so fast... N shit sooo much.. beta gt the members down to clear.. or i jux leave cleanin ic taariq go clean.. muahahaha.. *evil* hahah..

hmm.. tts shud be all.. So much hw to do... haix.. tata

hmm.. been reading quite a number of post by other blogs..realize i am quite fortunate.. so many people are hurt by the word LOVE.. but LOVE isnt everything... you will still have your family, friends and people who care for you and stand by you... Everyone will come across a jerk every now and then.. its oni part and parcal of life.. hasn't it cross your mind that there are more less fortunate people than you in the world? look at child labour.. look at the poor kids who lost their family in the tsunami..earthquake...war... Cherish your life, your love ones, your frens and people who care for you.. take a moment to thank them... N 4 mi.. " thankx guys 4 standin by mi thru thick n thin.. i may be lyk a 'tigeress' at times.. n yet you all still dun mind n stood by my every decision.. Thanks 4 being there!" n 4 my family " i dun wanna wait till its too late to sae... "i love you" i love you 4 everything you do 4 mi.. be it a small gesture or a simple dinner.. it mean so little to others but i mean so much to mi.. you all gaf mi the warmth not all kids in the world get.. you all gaf mi the time i wan... you all gaf mi sumting special.. tt is LOVE.. you all will nv forsake mi.. Thanks 4 being there 4 mi..." May everypne take a minute or two to think this over.. you will realize you are being quite childish to think you r the most 'unlucky' person jux becos u met a jerk.. rmb you are nv alone.. there r ppl hu r there 4 u.. a shoulder to lend and a listenin ear to hear... dun gif up on life.. cos its beautiful...! =)

wau.. long time no write le.. ahahha.. nowadaes got so mani things cuming up... feld cookin... marksman com.. promo... etc etc... yar.. nowadays.. dunnoe y lyk the canteen during recess... haha lyk no.3 n 10.. ahahah... wad happen these daes neh? hmm.. becum sport's official den went 2 stadium 4 heats... den so mani unhappy event.. wau..lao.. make us all kena.. nvm lar.. dun care dun bother.. *mo mo ren gang..* ahhaha... byebye.. dunnoe wad 2 write
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