well.. 1st n foremost lemme mi wish my jie "HAPPY BDAE!!" happie birthday 2 u.. happie birthday 2 u.. happy birthday to jie jie ...... happie birthday to U....... =) lyk ur pressie? haha =)
hmm.. woke up early this morn.. was kindof cranky.. stomach pain oso.. feel terrible.. stupid headache oso... haix.. went 2 haf breakfast with mom.. den came home to be a couch potatoe.. haha.. relax a lil.. den afta lunch.. came online to do my npcc admin work AGAIN! haix.. stress.. sorry guys.. i will realli try to find back my smile kx? haha.. though u ppl c my white hair.. dun fret.. i will be happy once this stress period is over! hahaha... hmm.. dunnoe wad to sae.. was realli having sum serious thoughts of my future...
the question most commonly asked since young was " wad u wanna be when u grow up?" well.. when i was realli realli young.. i wanted to b a barbie doll.. haha.. real stupid rite? den as i grow older.. haf thoughts of wanna be a tcher.. cos it is a really fulfilling job.. u groom the nxt batch of leaders.. den.. eva wanted to b a police.. (link wif my cca npcc) haha.. pilot? navy? so many choices... haha.. yar.. i was realli fickle -minded.. haha
Now.. when i gif it a thought.. i was lyk.. what do i REALLY want to be in live? for passion or for money? i mean in this fast pace society.. u cant possibly jux survive on ur passion rite? yar.. den i was thinking.. sth with sciences? doctor? or sth i realli lyk? haha.. i oso dunnoe.. hmm.. i kindof lyk debate.. maybe cos i lyk to tok.. n lyk to reason.. or so called "tok back"? haha.. maybe i can be a lawyer yeah? or be a scriptwriter? packed with imaginations tt is sooo...far-fetched? hahah...wadeva it is.. i m quite sure i will gt my calling s0on yeah...? haha
well.. now most impt is to gt my grades beta.. den 'o' lvl... den jc... wad jc? i still thinking of it.. mux mux haf a goal to work towards.. hmm.. shud be to jc den uni... (traditional pathway?) haha.. i oso dunno.. well.. i realli fickle-minded in such things.. =( mux be more decisive nxt time .. haha.. will help mi in handling things nxt time 2...
i will end here den...

*living in self-denial*
(been writing the wrong spelling haha.. sorry =))

hmm.. back online to do npcc admin work again.. yest was doing the attendance.. completed at last.. haha..=) this holi lyk no holi at all.. sch has becom my 2nd home.. or shud i sae i spend more time there? =( jux finish editing proposal.. yeha.. sad cant go 4 the MacRitchie trek.. haix.. nvm lar.. =( studies more impt mahs!
hmm. do i realli look stress this days? or unhappy?hmm.. alot of ppl cum n tell mi leh.. sae they c mi most of the time angry or sad.. no longer my happy go lucky smile and manner.. well.. wad to do..? i will smile more kkx? hahahah.. jux perhaps i m stress over the up-coming camp lor.. haix..
gtg liao.. byebye

* living in self deniel*

well.. today last day of sch.. haf np training.. 2nd time being nco.. well.. quite ok lar.. taught tent pitiching and lashing.. alil rusty.. haha =) yar.. den quite scary lar.. den cadets movement all slow slow de.. wau lao.. can walk faster? haha.. mux be fast mah.. sense of urgency riteX?=)
well.. not exactly happie lar.. took report bk yest.. kao.. do so badly.. all Bs leh.. no As at all..
haix.. disappointed.. hu call mi nv study hard? =(
thsi holidae.. so mani xtra lesson n npcc stuff.. haix.. mux realli listen 2 my cher.. " set ur priorities!!" well.. okie lar.. i will study harder.. spend more time on it.. mux realli work hard.. cant sae sae oni mux show wif action.. hope time dun slip off so fast.. haix.. rmb i was saying i hate myself.. haha.. mux be becos of my pathetic results.. den shi jia sae how cud i? haha.. den she so cute.. sae wad ppl love mi.. family..frens.. lyk wanyin, nadiah.. her.. make mi so touch wor.. haha.. mux love myself..

bloggin so late.. doing np admin again.. haix.. byebye..

*living in self denial*

hmm.. sat ended.. we went tkgs to take part in UG day(uniform grp)... our usher is genevieve. she veri nice to us lar.. haha.. we feel quite bad cos we make her kena scolded by her guides' head... hmm.. our obsticle team members are mi, wy, cass, nadiah, zubaidah, peiren n _ _. we manage to find all the items 4 teasure hunt.. haha =).. den we went to the bomb shelter 4 obsticle.. gt gals there scream n scream lor.. haha.. den i natural reflex go shout "tiam lar".. den they realli tiam 4 awhile lor.. hahha.. =P hahah.. we complete the fastest leh.. hahah... we oni take 3 min pluz leh.. haha.. i even hit 2 gals acc. sorry...=)..
oh.. yesterday gt meeting wif sir regarding annual camp.. this yr so lil sir cuming.. haix.. quite sad leh...actually... haiz.. but gt sir's encouragement.. so we mux jia you.. dun let _ _ dampen our spirit... though he AP, scream at waikit, dun do hix team work.. kao.. so bad lor.. later i chop his head off during annual camp! hahah =)

hm.. today mahx.. start off the day wif gg to parade sq lor.. jux lyk ani fri..haha.. den shi jia veri cute.. sae she brought sth 4 mi.. wan mi go n guess.. so.. gt clues.. purple.. hard when cool n soft when hot.. haha.. veri tough hor.. still purple.. den turn out is cadbury chocx! yeah.. i gt it! haha.. den i start singing the cadbury song.. " wouldn't it it be nice if the world is cadbury....." haha.. =)
den created a new lingo.. haha.. white colour eating.. haha get it? is baichi! haha... direct translation mahx.. =) haha.. fed toffee today.. mux feed more to make her fatter.. haha.. n the mice! YIKES!almost escape again.. i so scare 2day open will c all escape but heng nv.. den mux feed them too.. YIKES! n is my turn.. i told them i scare of the mice le mahx.. haix.. but i still feed lar.. no choice.. hahah.. den went 4 teh chinese enrichment course.. no time 4 lunch.. =(
yeah! today gt 77/100 for tt chinese compo.. haha.. was photocopied.. n original given 2 sch.. 2 compos given leh! haha.. veri happie.. den went 4 npcc.. 1st training as nco.. haha.. scared..
went there.. all gg according as planned.. gt 4 grps.. n teaching.. yeah.. ct n royce went.. den i wanna go eat.. gt nth.. dey gt mi hashbrown n h20.. thanks.. fill my empty stomach.. den i went off to organize them 4 games.. den gt camp grp briefing..overal.. was a nice n happie dae..! yea..=) den so funni.. saw a guy 4 3 times leh.. n all 3 times i was in paiseh state.. haha.. wonder hu tt guy is.. think he think i siao le.. haha.. =) tata!

yeah! today was quite happie leh over all.. i pass i pass i pass my combined humanities! yeah.. hahah.. tot i will fail.. esp..ss.. but i pass.. =) happie! hmm.. 2dae cheryl brought food 4 teh mice.. i dun realli lyk mice.. or rather fear dem.. haha.. wad to do.. sae they jump to the lid n wanna escape.. nose oready out.. heng wanyin with mi.. seh manage to gt the mice down the lid.. so scare they escape.. gt 9 leh.. haha.. wad if they escape n go to toffee's cage? haix.. so in order to prevent this bad scenario.. we transfer it to the male staff toilet.. sorry cheryl.. no choice.. i was kindof freak when i saw the mouse nose.. haha..sorry..
hmm.. sell some tickets today..haha.. oni sold alil.. haix.. still got alot.. got taufik leh.. go leh go leh.. hahha.. oh yar.. 2molo nco 1st training wor.. mux jia you.. okie lar.. dun write much le.. mux go n c my 1st aid proposal still mux do wad.. =)

hm.. 2day back to sch afta along weekend.. yar.. gt back papers.. didnt do well at all lor.. haix.. oni gt back 4 paper.. yar.. physics b3, chem (cher nd 2 recheck whole cls so not to sure) Amathx gt c5=( n e-maths oni gt back paper2.. 35/50.. so if oni paper 2 i gt A2.. but i noe paper 1 i nd badly de lar.. haha.. haix.. wad 2 do..
haf 1st nco meeting today.. haha.. co0l.. everyone co-operate lor.. den 1 dae.. gt time plan 4 camp 3 daes n proposal 4 this fri leh.. not bad wor.. hahha.. i will try 2 fight 4 us to go 4 outdoor activities wor! yaeah! n this yr.. we gt to watch nite movie! hahah.. yar.. so happie.. committee out oso.. no one complain leh.. we veri fair.. let ppl choose mahx.. haha.. hope all wells ends well bah.. rmb 2 pass mi proposal arh.. haha.. kks.. den write 2 much.. so late le.. *yawns.. wana slp.. ZzzZZZzz


Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


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well.. today raining.. yar.. in the morning.. woke up late.. haha.. didnt realli do much today.. cum online.. check mailx.. do blog... chat wif frens..tok to edwin.. he told mi survivor winner is tom.. argh.. y him.. wanted ian.. ian gaf up to let tom bring katie to final two.. wau.. he is so nice.. he shud win lor.. hiax.. y not him.. at least he won a car in one of the challenge.. hahaha.. hope nxt time gt all stars again n he cum bac 2 win.. =)
hmm.. manage to 'copyright' my blog.. so cant steal anything.. haha.. =) thank xt 4 ur html.. hahaha.. actually wanna go out one.. den in the end gt sth on.. haix.. hope wanyin manage to download her msn afta the repairing of her com.. she bluff mi tt dae arh.. sae she cuming online.. in the end nv... i was waiting to send her the programe list n etc... npcc stuff.. make mi wait 4 nth.. =(

HTML are driving mi crazy.. haha.. hm.. 4gt it.. deal wif those stupid HTML another day.. haha

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well.. today went wif my mama to bugis.. went to the bugis bargain street. was so packed.. Saturday mahx.. it was realli huge.. can gt lost leh.. haha.. was lookin for this demin dress thing.. haha.. cant find at all.. well.. my luck den.. haha.. den went bugis parco to find.. oso no result.. y nv sell.? jux when i wanna gt it.. haha.. *regret.. shud haf bout the time i saw it.. haha..=) oh.. haf dinner at mos burger.. den went seiyu.. i was lyk quizzing my mama bout all the utensil usage.. haha.. veri funny..=) all ans dun telly wif the stardard ans.. not realli all lar.. sum was rite... haha.. mostly lar.. i think make sense can liao mahx.. haha.. was kinda tired frm all the walking.. but was fun wif my mum.. hm.. den my mum reminded mi bout mid yrs.. haix.. so scare to gt teh results.. think did badly.. yar.. =( haix.. jux dreading 4 tues..

well.. today end of exams le.. yeah!! haha.. met mr chua.. gave mi details on the TKGS trip.. annual camp.. etc etc..
Clear toffee's cage today.. to dirty.. as usual.. haha.. so cute toffee.. haha..



Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

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yeah!!! tomolo last paper le..! so happie.. i gg ki xiao.. oh yar.. wanyin hao duo le.. came to sch 4 e-maths paper.. hmm.. paper today.. sae hard is hard.. sae ez is NOT ez.. is veri tricky.. wonder how will i noe.. *pray hard.. superb hard.. ahhaha.. hmm.. so still gg big walk mahx, guys? hahha..
hmm.. so mani things happen tis few daes.. ppl overly stress and everything.. today still got ppl faint beside mi in the bus.. u ok anot? i dont think u wan mi put down ur name bah.. mux take care kx? *feel bad..
hmm.. tts shud be all bah.. mux go ask nadiah n wy tomolo bout a com


You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

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wo de xin hao tong.. tong de wo wu fai dui ni shuo wei she me.. kan zhe ni zhou wo de xin ye ken zhe zhou.. ni zhi dao mah? ni you hui tou mah?

well.. mid-yr start on mon.. sooo tough.. all sooo diff.. cher wan us all dead izzit? wan whole cls go back 4 remedial durin holidaes izzit? haix.. hu 2 blame? blame myself lor.. wanyin fall sick le.. in sch.. accompanied her to general office 2 arrange 4 her to go back early.. miss her bio paper2.. poor gal.. called her jux now le.. she feeling beta le.. yar.. dun worry..

xiang yu shi wo deng zhe tai yang.. tai yang chu lai le.. wo deng dao le chang hong.. shi zhen de mahx? wo ye bu xiao de.. zhi shi mo mo de deng zhe nan dao chai hong..

hmm.. wanyin send mi a msg.. veri funny.. hope she get well soon.. gonna miss u.. hahhaha.. oh.. yar.. this daes.. i dunnoe y during exam time i feel so nervious n scared.. i dunnoe y.. its lyk so many yrs.. nv lyk tt de.. den tt time raining den calm mi down.. yenkheng owaes do so fast.. den lyk so confident.. if oni i m lyk him.. so clever.. sumore still sit in frnt of mi.. gif mi lotsa stress..yar.. haix.. hand in nco tee design le.. hope faster print out kk? ahhahhaha..

to myself..: mux jia you.. bu yao fang qi.. bu yao rang xiao xiao de EXAM lai ran ni xin hui yi leng! yeah! JIA YOU

hmm.. today took HCL test.. it was a KILLER! so tough.. i scare compo out of point.. sae wad 'cheng gong, zhai yu ba wo ji hui'.. think i crap thru lor.. jux hope i pass =) n den my letter writing i oso anihow write.. Zhi you fai hui lor.. cos there wasn't ani clue or wad so eva.. so tough...

den paper2 was the real KILLER! At first okok lar.. at least noe how to do.. tian zhi i think got sum wrong.. but over ok.. zhao ju oso.. den come close passage.. i jux do lyk was cher sae... 'kao di yi gan jue'.. so.. haix.. den compre sooo tough.. compre n qn lyk not link.. ans i oso dunnoe.. jux write down wad eva i think is rite lor.. Summary so long.. wad chess is life.. crap lor.. so mani things.. i dunnoe which den is the main point.yah hor. Go eat crab lor...

afta tt i saw zhang lao shi.. told her it was tough den she sae where gt.. she told us it was ez lor.. den turn out lyk tis.. every1 feel so cheated lor.. sumore my chinese yi xiang no gd.. now lyk this.. haix.. die le..=(

clean toffee's cage today.. fed her lime for vit 'C'.. need to go buy her food pellet le.. she seems thinner now.. haha..eat so much hay den make a mess in her cage.. *notty gurl*=) ahhaha... If u dunnoe wad i m tokin bout.. toffee is the life sc guinea pig.. oh yar.. haven start on project yet.. think i nd 2 gt everyone down afta mid yr.. really behind time le...

haix.. mon is S.S. and physics.. jux hope it is not tt tough n chers will mark it leniently... plz ok? haha... or i think i will do badly.. hahaha =)

hmm.. Mid yrs are cuming... yar.. so fast.. den cher tok 2 ask bout holidaes.. realize mine holidae is soo jam packed.. camps.. camps... more camps... cum back sch to study study n STUDY.. Wad holidae is this? haix.. yar lor.. hmm.. so stress.. so scared.. cher tips is STUDY EVERYTHING.... oh.. yar right... hahahha.. nvm lar.. mux take within my stride.. ahhaha.. aiyar.. dunnoe wad to blog.. jux can sae i'm happie todae.. tata

hmm.. today start on my enormous pile of homework n revision n pask 'A' maths file.. haha.. heng nv lost ani worksheet..ahhah.. yar.. still kindof weak in log. but thankx sis.. teach mi make mi not so blur in it le.. haha..
hm.. today woke up veri early at first.. alomost wanna gt up n go sch.. den keep thinkin izzit a sch dae.. heng i was so tired.. went bac 2 slpt.. imagine gg so early to sch n realize its a Saturdae.. ahhah.. yar.. weather soo hot nowadays.. keep sweatin lyk nobody's business..den keep wanting to sleep.. c wad sch haf done to mi.. make mi so tired.. last time not so tired leh.. think becos last time cca on Sat.. den not so hectic lor..
aiyoyo... html is driving mi craze.. can't put a music in leh.. haix.. nvm lar.. tata..
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