hmm.. today 1st day of sch.. i woke up early.. get ready early.. jux lyk ani other schooling days.. BUT CAN U BELIEVE THIS? i was LATE!!! laTE!! n its becos of tt stupid bus!! cum sooo late.. the bus stop was lyk sooo packed liao lor.. haix.. but heng heng.. councillors nv gif detention today.. hahah.. wanyin was lyk so superb shock to c mi at the front gate lor.. hahah.. her eyes soo big.. when i was at the side gate.. the aunty lock the gate infrnt of mi lor..kao.. cant wait meh.. still gt 1 min leh.. aunty.. i gt watch oso lor... dun bluff mi lor.. make mi walk such a big round..
ITS oni 1ST day of sch.. n my day is lyk so rotten.. n a hectic week ahead... haix.!

tues: do physic webquest
weds: NE tour ( wonder go where.. hahhaha.. long time nv go excursion le.. pri sch so mani.. go zoo.. bird park.. museum... shud be sum historical place or wadeva lar.. hahah but nvm.. shud b quite fun lor =) ) *mus rmb sign consent form
thurs: NPCC training 4 the competition on fri + refresher course 4 life sc.. prepare 4 sat
fri: NPCC fancy drill competition.. (gd luck ppl!)
Sat: excelfest at suntec.. ( go there do duty 4 life science lor =) 11am to 8pm!!!)

haix.. 1st week oni leh.. packed till full lor.. oni sunday free. most prob will be doin hw bah.. haix..sian lor.. y sec3 so hectic.. den today selection 4 inter class debate.. 4 mani speaker.. one reserve.. gt eugene.. eirene..andre.. kesavan..n mi lor.. ahhah.. dunnoe hu reserve.. i think is mi lor.. =P den eugene veri funny.. ask mi " cant dun write my name?" den i reply.. " even mi haf to write my own name down.. so u say leh?" hahah den he jux luff..
Time table change liao le.. yar lor.. sian.. mux rmb new one liao le.. hmm.. beta take 28 tomolo? hahaha.. c 1st lar..

*was it him tt i saw?* *SmileZ*

*still living in self denial?*

*cant help grinning*

hmm.. long time nv blog rite.. well got news.. i m out of the fancy drill team.. surprise?? hahha.. nvm.. its ok.. i miss 2 trainingd.. n gt a serious talk over it..haha.. nvm lar..
oh yeah.. wad happen to mi over these days.. hmm.. i met a guy on the bus.. he look so familiar.. i m sure i c him b4.. maybe in sch.. hahahha... he look kindof cute actually.. ahhahaha =P happie!
haha.. can u believe this? jon actualli gt into dragon boat(cca) in poly!!! co0l rite? hahahah.. mux be attracting alot of gals now wor.. hahahahha.. *dian xiao mei mei..*zap zap*
hahha.. hmm.. not much this days lor..
gt pk(police knowledge) course in hq.. hahha.. wif other areas.. howeva.. i think my area is the most united de.. haha.. maybe becos of lmsc? our area is lyk closer.. n we help each other more lor.. lyk we will remind each other if we c a mistake so we will not kena.. n etc.. yup.. hmm.. learn a couple things.. so ppl.. dun bully mi arh.. cos i noe the law!! hahahaha.. can sue u.. ahahha.. jkjk..
den got this silly game.. hold ur breathe thing.. den mux sae "arh...." area 8 lyk not competing 4 longest breathe.. but 4 shortest.. ahhhahah.. den tt stupid weida.. how dare u step on my boots!! no wonder u haf such a short breathe!! ahahhahah.. =P cant beat mi...
hmm..not much le lar.. sch reopening soon.... blog nxt time..

*living in self denial?*

*cant help smiling!*

hmm.. actually arm pain.. so dun wanna cum n write de.. but so mani days nv update.. feeling weird.. so here i m.. hmm.. mux be wondering wad i m up to this few days arh? hahah.. i went 4 LMSC( leadership n mentoring skills couse) with area 8.. it in in dunman.. was quite a nice course.. we did MOI.. we played games.. teambuilding n learn things lor.. den i lyk one phrase a lot " to lead is not to hit others on their head, tts assault not leadership!" =) nice rite? so ppl.. dun hit my head oready ok? i stupid enuff oso.. hahha =)
my grp is grp one.. wif cass n izzat.. haha.. we kindof stick by each other.. cos is lyk we noe each other beta mah.. hahha =) den the first dae was veri funny.. cos no other sch noe wad is discernment..den i gt a mnm cos i noe wad it meant.. of cos i noe lar.. dunmanite leh.. hahahha =P den ppl tot dmn ppl english so powerful.. hahahha.. *fakos*
hmm.. today woke up early early 4 spds.. actualli dun wanna go de.. cos i gt runny nose n cough.. but bcos i oready promise nadiah 2 go.. i pull myself to go lor.. den we did sum pt in the morn.. i wasnt tt enthu.. partially becos nose was blocked.. n worst..when i run.. it blocked.. how to breathe? i used mouth.. i cough.. how? in the end.. i end up gasping more 4 air lor.. hahaha.. den we did normal training.. wasnt kindof glad.. cos nadiah n wy went 2 teach cheers.. n i m stuck in the garden mastering my full jumbo.. learning ground toss.. n doing combi jumbo.. haix.. den formation n stuff.. think i suck.. i think i m lyk the worst in the team lor.. make mistake queen.. or BLUR queen... haix.. sorry guys.. i shudden even be in the main team.. in the end.. i hurt my hand.. gt a big bruise between my thumb n index finger..haix.. so pain..
den aftanoon gt drill com.. was kindof slack in my drills.. cos i oready veri tired liao.. but so long nv drill.. i feeling more of happie bah? hahah.. sweat it out! hahha.. there was selection.. i was selected!!haha.. wif the otehr sec3s.. was happie n was feeling great.. perhaps this year meant more to us(sec3s) cos is our last yr to take part in this le.. n will be held in our rival sch (hai sing).. aim is to win dem! hahahah.. hope so.. its their home ground.. so mux drill harder... together everyone acheive more.. riteX? =)
well hand really veri pain liao.. cant even use my thumb to type.. haix.. mux take care of my hand.. " cos it is my most impt thing now.." " cannot gt sick"(though i gt sick oready liao) "cant gt in the rain"(this was the excuse the sec2s gave mi so i will shelter dem to the mini mart... evil...)

living in self-denial

Haf i lost my smile?

hmm.. jux back from spds training.. u mux be realizing i m missing for days rite? well.. i went ubin on mon-weds for atc(adventure training camp).. it wasnt tt thrilling afta all. veri sian n slack actually.. this yr gt bvss join area 8.. hm.. nt tt i m not anti-social or wad.. but i m not exactly happie tt they join us.. they r not lyk our area.. we r more conservative? more well-behave? ah lians kindof exist there.. n they even bully us!!! cut our queue during bath time.. its lyk sooo... argh!!! u haf to queue rite? imagine u r dirty n u r so close to bathing in the nice cool water den sumone jux cut in ur line n rush in.. wth? =(
on sunday,, i was kindof busy preparing 4 the camp.. its lyk oni 2 day rest b4 another camp.. wasnt feeling veri hype.. haha.. den watch water boys.. nice show.. the guy was cute.. hahah.. opps!
on mon,, 1st day of atc.. we arrive at changi jetty. hmm.. been one yr since i been there.. last time was last yr atc.. so diff now.. gt departure n arrival hall.. haha.. den dunman gt on the boat early.. den we took a van to the campsite( kampong bahru) instead of hiking lyk the rest of the other schs.. haha.. yeah! so we kindof rest superb early.. haha.. den we play games.. telephone line.. bili blanja and chop chilli chop... haha.. was so fun.. den other schs arrive... mux stop.. cos one sch gt casualty den mux be silent.. shhhh...haha.. coral was in charge of logistic while hai sing was the hosting sch..1st day as usual.. grouping.. counting.. pitching tents.. mock campfire.. etc etc.. day pass without much event.. i was same group as nadiah.. my group gt 5 hai sing gals leh! n oni 2 dunman.. so little..
on tues... hmm.. started the day with pt.. i stupidly volunteer myself b4 realizing it was 2 be pti.. haha.. wanyin oso kena.. so we both took them 4 warming up n cooling down.. during jogging.. we were the back sweepers..together with namirah.. haha.. was veri veri slack.. den we had breakfast..the guys was late 4 breakfast.. so in the end.. the gals have to take spurs(long ones) from the sec2 campsite for pioneering.. i stupidly volunteer again as i dunnoe wad we gonna do... haha.. in the end.. kao.. was so diff.. we have a trolley.. we have to go thru up slope n down slope.. so was kindof lyk a roller-coaster ride 4 us.. n the rest of the campers r actualli slacking at the campsite! =( shudden haf volunteer.. den we did pioneering and topograhy.. we have to build a structure to hold sumone.. so we kindof build it simple by using oni square lash n round lash to support.. den realize y so mani sch lyk nv teach these 2 lashings.. turn out mi n nadiah haf to teach along the way.. haha.. was kindof fun..=) den came topo.. haha.. heng i nv let dmn down.. i remember bearings... back bearings.. setting maps.. etc.. den came the last challenge.. was kindof tough.. had to cross a obstructure.. den i suggest we use man to man bearing.. to my horror.. my team mates dun even noe what i was tokin about! were they dreaming last yr during sec2 atc when we were taught.. so i kindof becum i tcher again.. sian.. dun think they understand wad i saying.. luckily nadiah oso rmb.. so we taught them 2gther.. HO zong yi sae our grp did the right thing.. the HOs n CIs oso did man to man bearing.. our angle was oso rite.. haha.. yeah!! =) afta lunch we did ATF!! yeah! it was high elements.. was so scary.. so high.. den tt wei da frm haising dun wanna give the rescue ladder 4 dmn gals.. u r lucky we aint doing the rescue ladder when u r trying or we will oso not give u arh.. hahaha =P.. at nite we have campfire.. it was kindof sian.. cos ppl not hyper.. so not fun wan.. my grp haising ppl nt reali tt hyper.. but when in their sch they veri hyper.. soo.. contridicting? tt nite.. we slp in the assemble hall instead of tent.. was much beta.. lesser mosquitoes.. i kena so many bites on 1st dae.. izzit i 2 sweet? hahah =)
3rd day.. basically is area cleaning.. we clean the tents.. guys..u all beta do more household chores! the tents u all clean r still so dirty.. the gals haf to help clean 4 u all.. haha.. was kindof looking forward to home.. best camper was given to siglap(boys) n bvss(gals).. the guy i have nth to sae.. he was go0d.. but the gal.. wel.. she was ok.. she was gd at times.. but she keep giving excuse of not learning topo cause she in norm stream.. tts not even a valid reason 4 not learning.. i was kindof hoping zubaidah win.. she was realli gd.. n keep gting her grp to hype up.. nvm. in my heart i noe is zubaidah can liao..
yesterdae n today.. went 4 spds training.. took the "express" way.. so lyk fastforward to learn stuff.. muscles aching as jux bac frm atc.. learn rotation, half n full jumbo.. now learning ground toss.. kao.. dey all sae i auntie.. i ask qnn oni.. sae i auntie.. i scare rifle hit mi sae i kia see.. so bad.. i dun think i can realli do full jumbo well but sir sae can.. kao.. dun bluff mi lor.. =( mux jia you wor.. so lousy in it.. now arm veri pain.. haix.. mux let it relax..cant over strain.. mux realli try harder 4 full jumbo.. cos if i feel i cant do it well.. i dun think i can do well for ground toss.. i dare not grab it when i toss the rifle in the air.. mux be braver..
wau.. my longest post eva? hahaha.. still gt much thigns 2 sae.. well.. leave to nxt time..

living in self denial

Yox! jux back frm annual camp.. yesterdae went out 2 eat at nydc so nv blog.. sorry.. haha =)
Well.. wad can i sae bout the annual camp neh? i can sae.. the sec2 r veri enthu! yeah.. haha.. yup... oh.. we learnt roller-blading lar.. i oreay noe liao.. so go there 4 fun lyk tt.. try n help my fren lor.. c they keep falling.. aiyoyo.. sad leh.. i at 1st not "zhai"(stable) den slowly gt back my old form.. haha =) its been so long since i gt on skates.. nv haf to wear the gears b4 de.. den go camp mux wear.. sian.. so hot sumore.. den sec1s n 2s keep luffing at those hu keep falling.. so bad arh..
den campfire.. well.. was fun i can sae.. haha.. cadets lyk billy blanja ALOT!! all so happie n enthu when doing tt.. haha.. =) happie.. i one of those hu taught them.. along wif wanyin n peiren.. hahaha.. =)
3rd dae.. we haf wet games.. cadets try 2 sabo mi n wanyin.. but 2 bad we gt walkie talkies.. cant get wet.. we not so dumb kx? gif u all our walkie talkies n let u all sabo us.. still fake us sae " we love you" n wan 2 hug us.. haha.. =)
sian.. 3rd dae still mux rush home bath n eat den go hq 4 interunit quiz competition... dots.. went there no more seats 4 us.. so mi & zubaidah let wanyin n nadiah sit the 2 available seats.. den the guys kena scolded for not letting the gals sit.. hahaha.. mux let mi n zubaidah sit.. muahahaha... =P hahah... den so coincidence.. we sat wif PRCS ppl.. dey sec4s leh.. so unfair lor.. haix.. nvm.. but at least is area8... den one guy so shock i chairperson.. den still sae.. gal be..wad the.. gal cant be izzit? he gt a prob? jux becos they boys unit mahx.. doesnt mean gals no good mahx.. make mi soo.. mad..den when we went in 4 the test.. its lyk so.. i dunnoe wad 2 sae... its not wad they call us 2 study lor.. all so diff.. we jux tikam.. den gt over it n done.. well.. look lyk dunman gg 2 con't hist of losing it.. haha .. sorri.. =P!
went 2 eat nydc yest.. was a realli nice place to eat.. the pasta was great n so was their mud pie! yummy!!! haha.. yeah... lyk tt place.. nice n funky place to eat.. =)
went 2 army market 2day.. buy my uniform cover.. time i change liao.. so tattered n torn.. sis gt a new sling bag.. haha =) sis oso bought gifts ... oh..
happy birthday kor kor!! haha=)
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