I gt into scip!! yeah!! went for the camp on saturday. Was so fun! my grp was called snoozeroo. Cheryl, steph and rebecca was our ic. we did many daring n embarrassing stuff together. but was really fun. we went to changi airport 2 shake hands with visitors. ask ppl to read the time off our watches. etc etc. was really fun! n at night, we had only 2 hours to plan a party for the snrs. it was kindof role play as the snrs take on certain characters n roles to test us. =) tiring but fun!! =) n my grp played the "truth or dare" game. we did "daring" stunts such as taping ppl's leg hair, taking ppl's phone n type in own phone number, touching sumone n sae u r hot.. etc.. =)

Aiyo.. my name very weird meh? FRED is NOT my sirname!! keep getting comments that my name is unique, etc.. n ppl tot i m not singaporean!! haha.. they tot i came 2 singapore to study..=/ ppl!! winifred is a real english name.. its not an accident or anithing. n i lyk my name becos its unique n i really grow 2 love it alot over the yrs! if u dun lyk it.. so be it.. its my name n its in my birth cert.. wad can u do bout it? nothing.. so if u dun lyk it.. jux keep it 2 urself ok.. cos i dun wan 2 hear ani negative things bout my name. my parents took the time and effort name mi n its my pride tt it is unique n i really lyk it. so plx dun b so mean n make fun of my name. its jux nt funny at all.

haix.. o lvl results gg 2 cum out real soon. really hope i gt gd results! *cross fingers. planning 2 run for sth in scip. so hope i gt it 2.. *cross fingers!! praying really hard for things 2 happen!! plz grant mi my wishes!!=)

Went for scip interview today. kindof nervous at 1st n the air-con was really cold. so i was like holding my hands together n trying to speak at the same time. kindof funny because i look like i m praying . haha. i did my interview wth 2 other girls. they are both foreigners but they are really nice. wonder if i gt selected, results will be out tml. n there will be a camp on sat. crossing my fingers! =)

there will be a handball competition tml!! hahah.. maybe playing for my cg, if not i will cheer them on.hope we win, den can gt the vouchers.. lolx. climbing is on tml too. wanna go n c too, but i dont think i have the time too. n i m supposed to b at debate at that time! so many things happening at the same time slot!! omg..

tests coming soon! its only 1st three mths! argh!! its nt even honeymoon at all.. its pre-hell orientation. ! hahah. but den, sadist u may sae, but i kindof enjoy myself, rushing around and doing things.but a lil tiring tho.

have to do both english fair skit n bio project. think there will be points award that will b taken into consideration as assignments and cls participation. better do a gd job! =) hope our skit will be a blast!

well.. gtg le.. its gg to b 10 soon. n i will be swimming tml in the morn at the swimming complex! hahah.. bye=)

My tears are mingled with the rain outside. Thats why u see none on my face...

It the third week inTJ! Hmm. Been adjusting and fitting in pretty well. I'm in cg 18/07. Nice people there. Going for CG outing tml! Lunch and movies, but too bad i can't join them for the movie, because i have to rush back for my scip interview. Hope I get through!=)
Went to CO orientation today. It seems pretty fun but I have no music background. Hm.. may consider bah. haha. if not i join climbing or debate lo.
been pretty hectic these days those. Lectures, tutorials, projects, blah blah blah.. feeling a little bit more tired than usual these days too. Hate it when i have to do everything while others just relax and do nth.=( but i cant jux sit around n wait for things to happen. i want to get over and done with it, i want to finish it, and do the best in everything i pursue or thrown into. if given a task, its either i do my best, put in all my effort, or don't even take it in the 1st place. thats just me, its not because i totally enjoy in doing things or anything, but i just want to finish as soon as possible, so i will have time to do other things. i just don't like to procastinate, wait til the last min. people who don't understand me will think that i m just acting hardworking, but its not. if i appear very enthusiatic about certain stuff, its not because i totally love it, i just want to raise the energy level up, so everyone can do their best, because people work best when their happy. hate to be misunderstood by people. if u don't know me, don't try to think you know me, because what u see is not what u get. you can try to guess who i m or wadeva, but i can bet you, u are no where close to who i really m.
i hide my emotions in front of others. i dont really lyk to be sad or angry infront of people, because i will tolerate n put up with people first. but please.. dont try to test my patience! theres a limit to one's patience too, including the most patient person on earth! though i mask my emotions through laughters, i m still a human, n i have feelings. i will feel angry when being used n sad when people dont understand me.
tired n sleepy already. =) going to slp so0n.. wish me luck 4 my interview!!

been a week since i embark on my JC journey in temasek. it started with uncertainty n insecurities. perhaps its only me, but i just feel totally weird in a strange environment. its lyk the place i have been wanting 2 go n here i m now, in my dream jc..

orientation was pretty fun tho(og 6) orexus!. made many new frenz n the seniors r really very friendly n welcoming. but i jux feel lyk a close flower bud. unable to fully express itself n show its true self. i was mostly hiding my true self. i dunnoe y. perhaps 2 protect myself from external harm becos i m in a new environment? subconciously i jux keep reminding myself tt i have to behave.. not be silly me. its so weird 2 not act urself tho.

hmm. 2nd week was following a special timetable. no tutorials. only lectures and civics. i m in CG 18/07. same cls as jy,jm n lynn. yeAH! rejoice! ahhah. when i m with my frens. i feel totally comfortable n slowly, bit by bit, i open up my petals to reveal my vulnerable side 2 others. i tok 2 strangers, dare to voice opinions already. =) being more comfortable.

hmm. hope tt i stay in tj. i dun wan to go thru the same tedious process of hiding my true self. acting lyk an enclosed flower bud for fear of geting bruise from the new environment.

this post sounded so anticlimax! hahah.. so not lyk my usual style nor my personality. i think i mayb growing up le. i dun wan 2 be so naive animore. dun wan 2 b cheated or betray again jux becos i open my petals out 2 fast n exposed my vulnerable side 2 b hurt.

i shall be brave now n open them out slowly. =) plz give me the strength 2 do so . =)
new past