yeah!! its over over!! no more JCTs!! yesh.. been suffering from lack of sleep, stupid scary nightmares, erratic sleeping and waking hours, over anxiety and excitement!! damn. the test papers are like... HORRIBLE!!

i don't know why, but i cant seems to fall asleep between 11 to 3 plus like that. its really irritating!! and at times, i will feel sleepy at 9 plus but wake up suddenly at 11. so sickening!! and the worst of it all.. i dreamt of my pillow strangling me because i never study well!! arh!! and of people scolding me too.. and then i will be jerk awake! =(( so horrible.. at last i think this ordeal will end le.. phew..

today had my last paper!! econs.. yup.. so after that we went to eat SAKAE at heeren. The tea time buffet. we had a competition. Tricia, randy and yuang VS jiayi, louis, chia how and me.. at 1st they were leading, then we won!! because jiayi beat them!! lolx.. =X we ate about 70-80 plates of sushi loh!! hahah... n i broke a cup as well..blur me.. lucky no ones injured! =))

Watch the Fantastic four and the silver surfer movie. hmm.. quite a good film! don't know why critics do not like it. Because we watch the movie before we ate Sakae, we wanted to save on popcorn and drinks.. however, we are too hungry le.. so 4 people share one combo. hahah.. super save loh. =))

tmr going out with the sc girls! we are going to eat then we will go bowl!! at katong.. Weee.. then after that i meeting three third(nad) to go back dmn to collect our long forgotten 'o' lvl cert. seem so long ago that i sat for the 'o' lvl paper. =) then we will meet wanyin in dunman!! hahah.. the reunion? heheh..

so happy its over! so so so happy! wee...

my locker remains bare.. =(( sad.. hahaha.. *hint*

so happy that sch restarts.. hehe.. sound so nerd..

ok. i m pissed.

digusted.

so little time. so many things

argh!!

leave me alone.

if not i may end up snapping at u.

=(

Sad, depressed, silence, drained, stressed, tired.

oh wth! forget it.

man.. its sickening.

no idea whats happening to me.. too much bottled up feelings i guess.=((

JCTs coming!

omg! as it turns out. i still remember how to gt my archives back!! lolx! =) damn proud of myself.! so now, my investiture photoblog is not lost anymore!! =))

As you can see, I have been refusing to post for like 4 days now.. its because if i blog, my wonderful photoblog about my investiture will be gone! *poof* into the archive where it is inaccessible to other ppl except for my own viewing pleasure! haha.. its not i m selfish or what not having an archive section, but its because I forget how to create that tiny section. i have lost touch with my skills on html. =( boohoohoo. anyone willing to teach me?
Ok. so now, i have been overcomed with the temptation to blog.. so byebye post on "investiture".
had a terrific outing with the triplets!! Wanyin, nadiah and me. the rest of the npcc girls cant make it yesterday. so it was just the 3 of us. It had been so long since i laugh so much and thoroughly enjoy myself. And nadiah laugh till her jaw pain indicating that she definitely hadnt been laughing that much for the past months. We went to watch Shrek 3! a really nice and funny movie. go catch it if u haven't, shant blog the content, so no movie spoiler! =))
Really very frustrating when all your plans have to be changed last min. realized that these few days, council and my other commitments keep clashing. First of, i thought that the handover tmr will be in school. so i plan to have pw meeting in the afternoon with my friends after i collect our edited GPP from the teacher's pigeon hole, then horror horror. it turns out that tmr handover is at harbour front, 7.30 AM to 8.00 PM.(wonder what will we be doing.. and we have to bring 2 extra set of clothes) No way can i go to school to collect the GPP or even to have my meeting. =( major clash! i'm sure my group mates will not be happy, moreover, due to this, we have to reshedule our meeting to monday. really sorry guys.. didnt want this to happen either.
Secondly, on next weds is the inter-JC swim meet at ITE Simei. I feel that i should be down for duty as i m the HR director. After submitting the names and everything, viola! i receive an sms from my cg that we are going to have our cg outing on wednesday! of all days.. n i really want to go to the zoo. i want to see my polar bear! and the cute piggies, hippos, etc. n they are meeting at 11am, but my duty ends at 12.30pm. hmm maybe i should rush down to join them after that. haix.. why must everything clash.? think these wont be the last either, more of it will come. =(
oh well. i feel so much like a housewife these days. did a couple of household chores, though nothing compared to my mother. hahah.. =P but at least i help. and i finished the book "angels and demons" by dan brown. a really thrilling novel! read it if you can, esp the illustrated version, the sculptures mention in the book are absolutely gorgeous! And seeing is believing, its like you are also solving the mystery when u see the images. *got transported mentally to Vatican City. hope to go there in future to see all the mentioned churches and sculptures and paintings myself. heex.
who is willing to go with me? =)

yeah!! feeling happy today!!no longer emo-ing. cant wait for this thurs to come!! going to meet wanyin to catch Shrek 3!! venue is probably at tm!! yeahness!!haha.. hasnt met her for so long already.. going to have lots to talk about!! heex.. hope nadiah can come too.. =)) n the rest of the npcc girls!! really miss the days where we hang out together so often, planning for proposal, gossiping about each other's love life, bitching about people we dont like, etc. we were so close, bestest of friends. no barriers between us, just like the npcc march says " between all races there is no barrier. in npcc we all join hands!" yup! i miss all of u!! we shared tears, sweat, happiness, displeasure, trainings, punishment, stress, everything and anything!! n think these are the things that really bonded us together!! hahah. i think if there is an award "most bonded npcc girls" award, it will be given to us! haha..love my unit and love my batch the most! =) i hope that whatever misunderstanding anyone of us have with other party can be resolved. smiles and face the future and remember the happy times we shared in npcc.these memory will never be forgotten. the journey we had together was brilliant, all of u taught me so much! =))

Oh.. n i cant wait for week 3 to come. because my cg is going to the zoo!! yeah!! can see my favourite polarbear and the other animals.. heex. feel like some primary school kid so excited about going to the zoo. its like a school excursion!but i guess before i go for my "field" trip, i will be going to the inter-jc swim meet at ite simei! =)) see hotties!! lolx.. hope tj will win and owned the swim meet! lolx..its on the 13 of june. haha.. jiayou!

So many things coming up. oh.. n i m also looking forward to this weds. going to suntec with my mum n maybelle, the cute girl who is under my mum for tuition. smart and hardworkign girl. she did well for her mid years so my mum bringing her out as a treat. n i will be her "big jie jie".lolx. never been a big sister before. for all of my 17 years, my role is stuck at "mei mei" cos my mum's "factory" stop producing anymore "naughty lil things" after me. lolx. so..pretty exciting! haha.. but i guess i will be ok since i m already an aunt to so many niece and nephew. a very childish aunt indeed who used to play some stupid duck game i made up on the spot with them. lolx. =P but now, all of them have grown up, seldom meet anymore, kindof distant.

no more tutorial and lecture for the rest of my june holidays.! but that does not mean slacking.. JCTs on the 1st week of school. boohoohoo. this is no good, no good at all. =( hope i can do well.. still so confused over so many concepts. well. i guess i better start to understand them before they "finished" me off.

ooh.. i managed to borrow the special edition of "angels and demons" by dan brown, complete with pictures! so excited!m reading it now. felt like a young child who just found her favourite candy and is slowly savourind it,bit by bit. borrowed "Da Vinci code" the last time, complete with pictures as well. was great as the pictures aid in my understanding. hope this book will be just as nice as the "Da Vinci code"! hahah..=) ok i know i sound totally geeky here, but hey. i like to read! its fun n entertaining, and it is great for de-stressing as well. ok.. i can hear u guys saying how, since it involved reading, some sort of studying, how can it be fun. but interesting books with great plot are really a fantastic way to spend a whole afternoon with, esp if u have a cup of coffee or tea in your hand. it is very relaxing! =)) try it if u dont believe, but make sure the book is one u will like. heex.

on fri: oh my god, i think i was too obvious. i didnt wear my specs and was squinting my eyes at the other end of where i m standing to see if my friend was there and if the co ppl were there.was late for co camp. how would i know he was there too? if he hadn't stood up and walk in my direction, i would never know he was seated there! wad if he thought i was looking at him? omg!so paiseh! n i was holding on to mash potatoes! was looking for people to them away.think i must have look so stupid =(

just realize the other day that my tagboard is at the very bottom, after all my posts. kindof stupid, cos all along i thought i have no tagboard! how blur can i get?
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