this is my 101 post!! rejoice!! but my jolly mood is only short-lived as now i m awaiting my doom next week. yes yes. its the PROMOS! something that i keep putting off, trying to push it to the back of my mind, but it aint working.. its.. just NEXT week. GAH! the mounting stress cause me to be more absent minded, kuku, blur and increase my accidents toll. just recently, while cutting my toe nail, instead of the nail, i went to cut the flesh . even as blood flowed out, i still felt no pain, like numbed from my blurness of the situation. i only felt the pain the nest morning.. retarded senses? maybe..

oh well, this shall be a short post. N garbage if u are reading this, i say hi to u!! hahah( look below, its for u)

original quotes " at times i wonder, r u really that dense? haha.. it puzzles me, at the same time intrigue me. u r special in your own unique way i guess. silly=P" yes. garbage, i wrote it all out for u to see and quote from here. hahaha

i m just praying praying this nightmare will be over soon.

hohoho. i did the silliest thing. i accidently deleted my post. oh well. all the better. at least i vented all my anger, n threw it all away. away with all the negative feelings go away please. i seriously needs lesser anger and disappointments. yesh.
leave me alone and stop provoking me. i mean it
new past