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Thursday, March 20, 2008, ϟ

YEAH!! i am so so so happy. REALLY. And the reason for my big wide smile is because of my darling CG and the 31st of giving me such a BLASTING 18th birthday! yup. =DD love all the presents i recieved, pictures will be up for a better understanding of what i will be blogging. =DD

In the morning, i went early for usual morning meet-up. Went SC room and jason announced my bday to those around. 1st round of "happy birthday" by the 31st there. =DD After morning assembly, i got my 2nd round of "happy birthday" by the 31st, lots of hugs from them and i recieved a CD from the 31st that has many many photos of special SC events. =DD thanks!!

the casing was very pretty, blue with ribbon.

After that, jiayi and I made our way to the container classroom like usual. Meet twin koey near the toilet. Xiumin wish me happy birthday while jiayi went up to C2-2 first. Koey gave me a nice purse and an elephant shaped pen.

Then the ultimate-imba presents came. i went in and my darlings in 18/07 said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"! and point to the front. There i say jolyn standing there with a Patrick(from spongebob squarepants) and a BIG and obiang terrorist/refugee/mainlanders bag below it. i was like stunned and then jo say i want her to stand there hold the starfish for so long is it. then i went over. I wasn't lying when i say the bag was big, heres a pic of the obiang refugee bag.

it is really really huge and inside the bag, there are so many many items!!! Credits to : Fengyi, Junmin, Jiayi, Qianying, Tricia, Yulan, Xiangrui, Tu Jin, Xinjun, Donglin and Yuang =DD

U GUYS ROCKS.=DD

ALL THE ITEMS ABOVE ARE FOUND IN THE BAG ALONG WITH THE HUGE POOH BEAR WITH CAN TAKE UP A WHOLE SEAT BY ITSELF. so know u get the idea how big the refugee bag is. haha. i know it looks like an odd combi of items, i shall elaborate on each group of items.=DD

This batch represent the AUNTIE-NESS in me. Thatis why there is the refugee bag, because aunty keeps alot of stuff, like karang guni, sponge for washing dishes, clothe pegs and hangers for hanging wet clothes after wash, wet wipes to clean house, apron for cooking, feather duster to housekeeping and disposable panties because it looks aunty-ish. hahahha

This pink items are SUPPOSED to complement my bimbo-ness. seriously, i so not bimbo loh.=X theres a hot pink hairband. Pink comb+mirror, pink barbie play phone, barbie arm pouch and lotsa bimbo clips! and i m supposed to wear them to school. =DD hope i won't get caught for being so ostentatious. And i think they will probably boost my TAO HUAs even more! =X

I LOVE this series of notebook. They bought because the front covers have the phrase " i love u not because of who u r, but who i m when i m with u!" =DDD

Badges! which they said suit me. Well, I have no commentS! =XX but i may consider clipping on my bag.=DD

And the life-size WINNIE-THE-POOH which represent ME. =DDD so big right! and very cuddly too. very very happy. and all the above can fit into the one big bag.=DD

NEXT, is the life size Patrick the starfish from randy,jolyn,cherie,cheryl,zhihui,philine and meijing. hahah. Randy, i told u le, u dare to buy, i dare to carry. =DD thanks for the big big starfish!

And my GARBAGE gave me a tin can which a "love" message and garbages!! =DD haha.. so cute. The pic!

and a love letter from Ms cherie loh too! (content undisclosed!)=X

And then i got a mushroom from wo ai de ren!! ms png zhiyuan!! a red mushroom!=DD

the mushroom even got blusher!! =DD plus a love note too!!

I have the well wishes from thw whole cg 18/07! and when i laid out all the items of the day, it was like i m having a store at a flea market!.

by the time i lunged all this home, i got stares from so many people. I think they thought i was lunging bombs or something. and my dad was superb amused with all my presents!! lolx.

And today i got a belated bday gift from chiahow. its a Bear from built a bear workshop called Wini. hahaha. =DD

yeah yeah!! so happy. all the love love presents!! =DDD i shall blog about my family presents and dinner the next time!! too tired!! =DD cya!

Sunday, March 16, 2008, ϟ

march holidays came and is going soon, and my holidays are spent at home studying. oh well, at least its the most productive holiday, though i think my results for MCT will be a sad case.

went nus open house. must really thank nolinkfishy qianying for going with me to nus earlier to listen to the law talk. yes yes! and we even got lost in the early parts of the day when we were finding our way to the venue as we took the wrong shuttle bus! =XX hahah. the bukit timah campus is sososososososososo PRETTY... Awww.. so now i should work my ass to really really do well. Read the saturday news that NOW, it is going to be so TOUGH to get in uni, let alone those super super hot faculty. =( sobx. Need leadership, initiate an activity, sports and internship to boost SP too. i only got about 2 of the above, and there are so many others who have all 4 above plus straight As.=(

feeling damn moody these days. no idea why, just feel really really weird. AND i m really feeling quite disgusted over something. =((

Monday, March 10, 2008, ϟ

I FELL SICK DURING THE HOLIDAYS!! how nice.. Lost my voice, trying to make weird noise with what little "voice" i had left and all i got is weird pronunciations.=X oh bother.

Went NTU economics talk on Saturday. It was lectures after lectures for the whole day.! i didnt even know what hell i had signed up for. And i fell asleep for one of the lectures! ok, i m really guilty, because i don't fall asleep for lect, even if i m really tired. and according to Jiayi, me sleeping is like a phenomenal and she will probably win 4D, yeah, thanks. Remember to share half the winnings with me=XX

We went to the NTU open house as well. Lunge back information sheets on the courses available and stuff like that. Was kindof interested in a few courses, at least now i m not as confused of what i want for my future. Kor also talked to me that night about Uni courses, it was kindof funny, because he was Damn serious when he was talking to me, and i m so not used to it! haha. but thanks Bro!

Bohohoh. Cg going swensens today to spend the voucher we gotten from Dodgeball and i will be stuck at home with a horrible inflammed throat. =( sobx.!! i bet its that Laksa yong tofu i ate on Friday plus a whole week of screaming at the top of my lungs. =(

as days past, it became clearer and clearer what i want, but its just so hard to talk to anyone about it.

Friday, March 07, 2008, ϟ

woosh~ at last, the week had ended. Such a tiring, mentally and physically exhausting week. Waking up so early and sleeping so late each day. And having to PUT UP with so many UNFAIRNESS in a week. BOO. i am really mad/pissed/sad/etc.

I think i need to find an avenue to let out all my pent-up frustration.! Really, if not i may just go berserk. I think maybe i shall channel all my energies to Studying and be a MUGGER. Anyway,the sports people in our school had this really nice sports shirt with their pdp name over it. Then Mr tan said i should have one too, with the word MUGGER. Thanks arh mr tan.. =(( Even though i really like the shirt, i will not wear it if mine is written MUGGER. hoho. i think i PREFER TIMETABLE CLUB!! hahahah=XX

feeling really really exhausted and yet relief the weekends are coming. Going to NTU tmr for the econs lecture there with lameface Jiayi and my mortal yuang. Hope its fun. =)) and Tmr is NTU open house, so maybe i will be super motivated to study after going there! hahah=XX

A week past since the start of SC nominations, i shan't comment more, but i just want to say, the whole thing is sucking both my energies and time, returning home late and feeling lousy over it. but i hope that all this will pay off!! =)) must remain optimistic, even though there maybe disappointment now, i really really hope our efforts pay off.

Dodgeball- both a disaster and blessing. Disaster because history repeat itself, the frisbee accident last year replayed itself. well, i believe in sports and everything, integrity is the most important. And deep down in our hearts, we all know who are the true winners, though we had gotten 4th, i believe the event had also brought our cg closer( blessing!!) especially when we cheered togther and got pissed together too! Hm.. i didnt get to play though. =(( but its ok, im not a good player either. =)) played V-ball after that, got laugh at because i look very funny when i chased the ball around, and i shot the ball past the tennis court fence. =DD hahaha. And Xiangrui, dont think i don't know you say i look like "Ah Meng" ok?

a while ago, when i was listening to the radio, i heard this phrase which set me thinking very deeply. "i like you not because of who you are, but who i am when i am with u" You like a person because you feel comfortable talking to that person, not afraid to show yourself, your true self and thats why you feel the attraction to be with that someone. maybe its true, i dont know. How bout you?

and i keep thinking, who makes me feel this way.? =DD

Sunday, March 02, 2008, ϟ

MY PHONE CRASH THIS MORNING AFTER I WAS READING THROUGH THE MSGS! SOBX. and i lost so many many contacts...=(( have to use my back up phone for now. sad way to begin a new week.

yesterday was our 1st GM with the nominees. well, i shant comment much, but if feel kindof sad. Nominations shouldn't be like tt.. no. Disappointed. I dont want the 31st to be affected by the new nominees. we can overcome this together. We had been through so much. Jiayou 31st. Jiayou all committees. And jiayou to my dear disc. comm and co-i/c sweeliang! =))

Still aching from standing so long yesterday. went to suntec after that for the career fair. Was a real disappointment. oh well, i hope the NUS open house would be much much better! =))

i m still in a lousy mood because of my phone..=(( RAH!