WOW. imagine having only 3 hours plus combined sleep for 2 days and having dinner (cup noodle) at midnight on the 1st night and a sandwich for 2nd night, freezing in sleep for the 1st night, etc etc and still loving the experience because i m doing all this with my beloved 31st! yup.
on the 2nd night, siewyuen n me emo-ed abit on the track thinking how our council term is going to end soon, its so scary. the thought of having to leave council and the darling 31st.
n i officially "died" after the camp, didnt go to sch today. haix. lots to catch up! =(

I felt just like the wombat at the top of my blog, and i still am feeling that way. i mean none of us would have wanted such an ending to it, and yes i made a fool of myself too by bawling out loud in the middle of the hall. Felt really sorry to my team though they keep reassuring me that its not my fault, but yeah, its just the way i feel.
Felt bad not going for council stayover. Didnt bother to explain, but josh knew why. Didnt go for the rehearsals for xr play either. Im so sorry, but i think my emotions will just screw up really badly today.
Read the newspaper article about PW grades as well, and brought back a tsuinami of emotions. But what else can i do to change? nothing i guess or perhaps appealing? Which i guess will just be chunk aside or thrown into the dustbin as paperballs.
I made a promise, to only be sad for the max of 2 days. n i will keep to it. Yup, dont worry guys, i will be back on my feet again. No use being like this forever!! its over and nothing can be done, energy should be better channelled to other more useful things! =D smile!
new past