Been through an emotion rollercoaster ride this week. :( Had the first taste of what the real world is. My supervisor counselled me on it, but still I'm still have the guilt within me. And I'm really so not used to going to work/lunch/knock off ALONE.

Getting praises should give you satisfaction isnt it? But somehow, they just make me feel worst. Just want to bury myself in my work work work.

Nose is acting up again. Itchy, nosebleed, white discharge, etc etc. Why do I have such a sensitive nose plus such thin membrane? :(

Been a lousy week. Hope the coming week will be much better.

My life become more routine-like ever since I started working as a temp. My job is kindof repetitive, which leaves me no challenges to tackle. To some, it the best kind of job, its so no brainer, and so easy to earn money, plus the pay is pretty decent. But to me, its not. I can't find pleasure in the work, making going to work a chore. Not only that, working make me realized how sheltered I had been. Never had i had so many scoldings, etc in a day. And I meet all sorts of people, the type of people you hope you never meet, seriously. I can't believe people can be that selfish, all they are thinking of is how to do things to benefit oneself, or to put their rivals in the bad light! >.<

And another thing I can't stand is that after working for more than a month, those people who I've been working closely with do not know how to pronouce my name, or worst still do not even know my name! I think knowing the names of the people you work with is basic courtesy! Its plain rude to keep calling the temps collectively like "the temp girls". I do not think temp should be subjected to such behaviour. Moreover, if you can't pronounce my name, you can just call me Wini. I said that many times, n yet I have people miss pronouncing my fullname but still insist on using my fullname. Grr.

Ok, enough of ranting. I will be outta there as soon as I can. I can't stand it anymore!
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