I have been thinking about many many things these days, all linking to a single world- FUTURE. We have come to a stage in life whereby we must make a decision that will determine our career path and shape who we will be in the future. Yes, we have submitted our choices to the respective schools and are now waiting for their replies, and yet till this point, I still fear that the choices I make will be something I will regret.

At times, I wonder how can some people be so decisive and know exactly what they want in life.? Are people choosing the courses because they are passionate about it? Because they did well enough to get in the prestigious course? Or just apply them as back up in case they can't get their dream courses? In which I guess in some cases, and in this realistic world, many people are choosing jobs which are stable and pays well despite a recession. But how will they know they are making the right decision? What if it falls short of expectation?

I'm scared, really scared, please show me some guidance, tell me that everything will be alright. That I will be fine, that there is nothing to fear. Please...

Argh! the cdc website is so !!! I can even book my june lessons! :( Its so expensive each lesson. Slowly sucking away my pay. Bohoho!

Still stuck at the same company working, however now im less miserable because i made friends with the other temps! haha. Hello Cera! Hello Cheryl! Hello Ferlicia! But my senior left us! bohoho, she always try to protect me from *******! haha, so sweet right! But she left for a better place, wishing her all the best!

Had my 6th driving lesson, beginning to have just that little bit of confidence in me when i'm driving. But had a scare when i upped gear to 4th when it is supposed to be 2nd gear only! hahahha, but my instructor seems to have more confidence in me compared to the past few times, and I agree with him about me being rigid, because I'm so afraid, so I tend to be too safe and keep sticking to theory, but on the road, you have to play by ear and act accordingly to the road situation. Learnt alot for these few lessons. He even let me drive back to school (since we are out on the road as i had my pdl!)

The cdc website is still having probs! =.=" Please work! I need to book the lessons!!!:( It like so horrible the web and the students there are uber kaisu, the other time i miss the start date to book for the next 1.5 mths lessons, I have to wait for half a mth later to have my next lesson!:( so sad! sobs... Hope they work on the system,because I think its kindof screwed up. Gogo1 my patience are waning. Boo.

I keep visiting the mail box for the letter, why!! Why is it not here yet!! Sobx. Please come quickly! I waiting for you...!
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