Wednesday, July 08, 2009, ϟ
It was obvious that she was unhappy, but with what I'm not sure. I asked her what she going to do, since it looks like her future is uncertain. I recalled months ago of me asking her to work hard, but she dismissed my advice. And now fast forward a few months, shes regreting it. When results were out, she said she was unhappy with it, but given that she didnt really put in that much effort, I think there is nothing much we can do. She wasn't afraid of her own future at that time thinking she can definitely get into the school of her choice, while I caution her, and ask her to think of back up plans. Even now, when the situation looks bad, she is still unaffected.
At times, she seems to think its unfair and all. But who is to be blamed? At times she hinted that I'm so lucky, that I always seem to get what I want and stuff, but all these are only possible because of hard work. And personally attacks are simply childish. I tried to tolerate, to be sensitive, to help, but I'm tired. I really am, so from now on, I'm not going to care anymore.
Its your own choice. You chose your own path. No one is to be blamed.
new past