I begin to wonder...

Life,
is'nt it too short for sorrow?
isn't it more worthwhile to live the way you want it?
isn't it better for the world if we stop fighting, for everything?

Dreams
Why dream when you know you can't reach?
Why let it affect you so much that you can't move forward?

Love
is'nt it supposed to be sugary sweet?
then why are people around me agonising over it?
crying over it?
a mental need for affection and belonging?
what good does it do if it ain't reciprocated?
wouldn't you fall into an endless pit of sorrow?

I longed for a miracle in this gloomy day, let me see there is still beauty and hope in this world we live in. Bless those people who are struggling against nature- natural disasters. Bless those innocent children, before their minds get polluted in this dangerous world.

Bless me to remain sane.

A fleeting moment, a moment of instantenous connection, but poof, its gone, gone with the wind and never back...

I know not what I want.
I just follow what you want.
All this time.
When you are gone,
who is to fill this void you leave behind?
I wonder.

Going to celebrate Ms LIMFENGYI DATOU MUOGU HELMET.......BIRTHDAY later! hahaha. I miss that siao girl many many!!! Even though we met on sunday during Qianying's send off, but I still miss that girl! hahaha, seriously need to talk to her! (:

Been having lesser n lesser sleep in hall, n pimples are all popping out! D: sobz. My eye got infected and my eyelid swell. Had to put this eye drop every hour and eye ointment every night. The eye oilment will make me a one eye monster because it will stick the upper and lower lids together! D: But now the swelling is down! yippee, doc said is its not, I may have to go for surgery! Luckily it went down! yippe~

My ankle's swelling went down too! Now can walk relatively faster! Healing well, though it still hurts once in a while, its much much better! Yippe~

On a random note, I been thinking of expanding the infatuation essay I wrote the other time, expanding it to complete the story because I left the ending hanging, but somehow, it feels like if I put an end to it, then.. its an ending! But love aint supposed to have an ending isnt it? hmmm..

Cant believe I tumble and fall in ntu again! I was on my way to study in the lounge with dear Jingyi and I fell down the stairs. Double sprained because i tried getting up after 1st sprain but tumble again. Was so helpless on the ground. Jingyi was by my side, thanks girl! Without you, I wont know what to do. Lydia was on 3rd floor and she shouted down thinking I was her roomie. I shouted back telling her I sprained my ankle, dear girl ran down to find me on the floor. Justin came out of his room-2nd floor after hearing commotion, holding an ankle guard. Next moment, weiren appeared! hahah. Lydia ran up to get my roomie. Ong junmin super stunned to see me on the floor. Fiaz appeared out of no where, got me a cool can of coke zero while he n lydia went round to find ice for me. Still on the ground, Justin "icing" my leg, while colouring my toe nails with highlighter! >.< Roomie called Mr Welfare- Say Chong who asked me to immobilise my leg by spraying salonpas. HAHA, then justin carried me up to my room- not after much protest. Weiren even suggested bridal carry style! OMG, of cos not! Wanted to pass Lydia my card while Justin was piggy-backing me, ended up struggling him, he took revenge by throwing me on the bed. Thanks arh.. Highly eventful night- one I will not forget for a long time.




Next day, ankle was superb pain. Took super long walk to school! Great Og mates kept sms-ing to check on my condition. (: At the end of the day, ankle CMI. Bruise was damn big and black. Jessica called Kc to drive me out of school to see doc since it was 6.00 by the time I ended lesson. Went to see a sinseh and busted $50.10! D: Sobs.. so much for an ankle. Sinseh commented how i fell, cos it was damn serious. Had like 3 huge bruises.. Told her I fell down the stairs and she looked stunned before pressing acupoints on my ankle asking pain anot. She seems to enjoy it. D:





Learnt my lesson in a painful and expensive way. Fred. Please watch where you are going. Seriously...

Late night tutorial chiong-ing for accounting. My head still swirling with liabilities, revenue, assets, etc.

Tried my hands on my rally.

1st attempt too short.

2nd attempt got disrupted by roomie.

D: tmr having door to door. Pooh bear shall be my buddy!(:
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