I really shouldn't be blogging.
Having a test coming up in less than 12 hours worth 10%.
Having a presentation in less than 14 hours worth 15%, which the last I check, still have many lose ends to tie up, plus my presentation timing is 3.30mins! well off the timing and has yet to do conclusion. I need to cut it, seriously...D:
Finished my tutorial for HE101, doing paper for MB103 now. So many things to do.
Still wanna revise for the test in less than 12 hours. D:

Too lil time, too many things.
But why do I still have so many other things on my mind! D:

我真的真的不愿意就这样陷入爱的陷阱

left out on Nov 3 1.16am

Time passes fast when you are having fun, but time passes even faster when you are studying.

Taking a break now to blog alil. Brain abit dead, but at least I'm studying interesting chapts. :D way to go, staying optimistic as usual.

Looking forward to next tues. Shroomy's visit to Hall 14. :D

Arh, I'm still undecided, S/u or not. D:

I am trying to finish my tutorial on time.
I am trying to understand my concepts better.
I am trying to forget all things and concentrate on whats important.
But I find myself lost.
What is important?

Sometimes, doing your best just isn't good enough.

It gets so tiring that whatever you do ain't appreciated, your inputs got taken away and your efforts go to waste.

Why no matter how much you try, some people can just take your work and rip it apart, leaving you in bits n pieces, and walk away...

Words can be so hurting. Intentionally or not.

Words ain't supposed to hurt, they are meant to say "I Love You".

I may laugh it off, give you a smile, but deep down I'm hurting. I'm sorry, I did my best, and if it ain't good enough, go ahead and rip it apart. Because by then, I'll be numbed from the pain.

The cruelty of life, the harshness of it all. Perhaps its time I realise I no longer live in a sugar coated world.

Met up with Min Yu and Anna today at white sands to celebrate Min Yu's bday! :D Wanyin unable to make it, poor girl, she fell ill, wonder is it due to the mounting pressure from the impending As. Jiayou Girl!(:

We ate at Manhattan Fish Market!(: Shared the seafood platter for 2 and ordered the new drink mango popping. The drink tastes like a certain kind of sweet. From Min Yu's happening life, to Anna's Uni life, the convo just kept going. It had been so long since we 3 meet up together! And the feeling is still that great!(:

Gave Min Yu the pressie that Roomie and I picked for her. Was so glad she likes it, the excitement all over her face when she saw it, it was classic! Haha, am so happy that I gave her a surprise!(since she hinted she wanted a surprise on fb! ahhaha) :D

So, happy birthday girl! Enjoy and day and may you grow prettier and prettier as the day passes, but please stop growing taller, if not your short friend her will have neck sore the next time she want to chitchat with you face to face!(: Love you always my beloved partner in cls- ONG MIN YU! Muaxh!

You wouldn't know but that little gesture you did had melted the little heart of mine.

Falling for you- Colbie Caillat

I don't know, but I think I may be fallin' for you, dropping so quickly.
Maybe I should keep this to myself, wait until I know you better.
I am trying not to tell you, but I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say, so I'm hiding what I'm feelin', but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand, pull me towards you, and we start to dance.
All around us, I see nobody.
Hearin' silence, it's just you and me.
I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say, so I'm hiding what I'm feelin', but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.

Oh, I just can't take it.
My heart is racin'.
Your motions keep spinnin' out.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I can't stop thinkin' bout it, I want you all around me, and now I just can't hide it.
I can't stop thinkin' bout it, I want you all around me, and now I just can't hide it.
I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin' for you.
Oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, I'm fallin' for yah.

Feeling like a zombie today, sleep late and set my alarm wrongly this morning! D: I set as PM! LOLz, lucky the typing sound from my roomie woke me up, if not I sure late for class alrdy! hahaha.

So many things, so little time, was so happy today, cos I ate Mr Bean's soya icecream! -Life Simple Pleasure! :D
SoyaBean is love! :D I wanna be Mrs Bean then I can have lots of Mr Bean products! HAHA. :D I sound so crazily in love with it! :D But I really like all their products!

"Msn" convo during marketing, complete with "whoever is added to the convo" and "nudges" LOLZ.

Feeling much better today, well, have to keep looking forward, stop looking back, because life is too short for regrets, let the past remain in the past, let what is going to happen in the future remain a mystery, just seize today because its a present! :D Alright!

GOGO WINI!:D

You will never know I'm here
Standing right beside you.
Hoping that you will turn around,
to see me smiling because of you.
All this you will never know,
because to you, I'm just another girl.
Another friend you can talk to, laugh with
But you never know that here I am,
standing there,
looking over at you,
wishing you good,
and not wanting anything,
but to just see your smile.
:D BUT TO YOU- IM JUST A STALE CURRY PUFF! SOBZ. hahahahahhahaha

Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb
Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb
Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb
Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb Im dumb

Had my 2 quizzes today, and it confirmed that IM DUMB. Seriously, after spending so much time on accounting and maths, Im still so lost on the subject. I spent my whole recess week with them, spent my breaks with them, spent most of my waking hour with them for the past 2weeks or so, and yet.. D:

I'm feeling so lousy. Yes, academic grades are very very important to me. I don't care if I will be a stale curry puff or not, what I care most is my grades! Because they are the ones who will lead me to a successful career start or not. D: This is so frustrating. Their refusal to befriend me is driving me nuts.! D: HMPF, I need a night walk. Gosh..

Dear roomie just left hall for home. Going to be alone tonight. Gu jun zhuo zan.

I know im supposed to be reading tt HUGE accounting textbook, because my lecture notes teaches nothing at all. D: But I just wanna take that teeny weeny break. D: Its such a sad thought that not everyone are having pop quizzes after recess week. At least they can have some real break and not bust their whole recess week spending quality time with those huge textbooks.

Plus, I'm having my 2 quizzes on the same day, and for my final exams, the two subjects are held on the same day too. Congrats to me, seriously, didn't know that the 2 of them will be that tough. Grr..

Having Darts training on Mon, but Im not going. Going to con't studying for the quizzes on Tues.

I will be so happy once they are over- at least for awhile.

Because, by then I will have to return back to my cycle of mugging, final exams are looming. Oh gosh. Whoever said JC 'A' Levels was the toughest times? I can tell you stop living in self denial, seriously.

Alright, back to books.

I wanna be a chao mugger.
new past