Too much greiving will screw up your body system.

Nosebleed, giddiness, nausea, disturb sleep.

As much as I want to say "hey its just that one subj that pull down everything, and u wont be seeing it anymore", as much as I want to stay optimistic, I can't.

IF I didnt put in so much effort for THAT subject, I won't be feeling so lousy.

IF the subj that cui-ed was THE one I thought it will be, I would just accept it.

BUT no, things just don't go the way you want it to be.

How am I going to pick myself up from this, when you know that being hardworking doesn't mean anything?

I think I'm scaring Papa n Mama, I think I look so ghostly this morning I woke up.

At least, I still have Jack to bring the smile back on my face. Thank God, I'm sure he is god send, my guardian angel. Bless him and hope he recover from his allergy soon, if not he will have to keep wearing the elizabeth collar and keep knocking into us. Not that I'm complaining, but the bruise on my leg is going to stay for a long time...


Vital Temps, Draco OG, Draco Girls and darling 1807. Still have many other photos to put up, more to come. :D I realised I have alot of camera shy friends. :x hahahaha. Take more pics in the coming year!((: Cheers!

Finally, I got back my lappy! woohoo. Had to keep calling and demand for my lappy, but am so glad its back in my arms!((:

Having an ear infection now. Haix, been causing headache, went to see a doctor, gotten painkillers, antibiotics and some ear drops. Hopefully it will go away...

So much things so write about.

Went with draco to marina barrage to fly kites. A great experience, with lotsa of kites, laughter, food and young children! Awesome company at a great place!((: Next we went Timbre @ the art house. Been wanting to go there for ages. Music was great, company was great and gossips aplenty! Haha, we had a few drinks plus some finger guessing game. The guys were a great bunch of people, making sure we made it home safe.

Had X'mas gift exchange with the 3 fantastic girls!((: Ben and Jerry experience was great with you guys!((: Sweet, lovely and totally warm! You made my X'mas extra wonderful this year.!

My trip to the doctor was great too. Haha, must be thinking I'm mad. Despite the pain, the smiles from the young kids and babies around me put that smile back on my face. Innocence painted all over their faces. I wonder how long it will last, before it is tainted by the evils of this cruel world.

I am still very touched by that little act of yours and that picture will remain one of my fave!((: ^^

Perceptions



When people starts to form perceptions and make groundless assumptions, it can be a very dangerous thing. If you managed to convince yourself that all these are "facts", you can end up forming the wrong impression of someone. At times, what you see, may not be what it is.

Had night cycling yesterday night. Such a great feeling having the wind against your face as you cycle in the cool night. I really like cycling in the park, there is the sea breeze, the sand and the stars above your head. (: Wonder when will be the next time... At that time when I was cycling, I had no stress or anything. I just let my mind wonder off, listening to the sounds around me and enjoying the scenary around me. Life can be so beautiful if you take your time to look around you and discover the wonders of it.

Forbidden love. There is no right or wrong.

Came across a blog talking about keeping things status quo, for fear that taking that extra step may ruin the
future progression of the friendship and topple the current harmonious balance. Its a thought that got me thinking, a subject that keeps bugging me.

To me, taking the extra step only meant knowing the person better. When one start to clam up and feel awkward infront of the one they like, they will never be able to know the other party well. Likewise, you being awkward will only make the other party feel uncomfortable too, thus ruining any possible progression, moreover IF you were to drop the bomb at this time with the "I like you", its bound to fail! The person will be stunned beyond words and maybe scared away by the sudden revelation of your part, because all along, there isn't any signs at all.

Take things slowly. Get to know the person 1st. If there is mutual attraction, things will happen. You need not to take the extra step, the only thing you have to do is stay confident, stay true to yourself. Being yourself and exluding that confidence is a very attractive trait that people tend to overlook. This is because when people are infront of their crush, they tend to be very conscious of theirselves, not themselves anymore. Throw any baggage away. Let the person see you for being just YOU, and like the You they see.

But more importantly, before anyone can love you, you must first learn to love yourself. I am not saying being obsessed with yourself,but accept who you are and love the way you are. No one is without a flaw, and you are perfect because of your imperfections, you just need the right person to appreciate and like you for who you are and accept all your flaws.

Everyone deserved to be loved and everyone has the right to love. You just have to find the RIGHT ONE to love and be loved. Love can't be rushed, its a natural process. I'm sure in this world, there is a half for everyone, we just have to keep looking... Don't despair, he/she may just be right at that corner!(:

Went to opposite TJ today to have the prawn noodles! Still as great as ever! Yummy, and had the dou hua shui. Nostalgia feeling, used to eat there practically everyday with 1807 people. It always such a challenge to find seats for everyone, but it sure beats eating in our canteen. Prawn noodles, fishball noodles, yong tau foo, char kuey tiao, chicken cutlet fried rice, scary cai fan, and many more delicious food! D: missing the days in TJ.

9,10,11,12,14,15,18,21,24,25,26. No this aint numbers I intend to buy for Toto, haha. These are the days whereby I'll be going out or in hall. When I gave these dates to Wanyin, her 1st reaction was "oei!!" haha, hasnt meet this girl for ages, "why block out so many dates for a fren!" was her next reply. So sorry girl! >.< they are all one step faster than you, and I have commitments. Promise to meet up some day alright?

Yesterday had some problems with my nds files. And my internet explorer was giving me problems! D: But thanks to Justin, the tech geek, who managed to solve my problem! hahah, thanks for sending me winRAR and even scanning it for virus before sending. And now i got new games to play on my NDS lite~ My best travelling companion.

Me: " Ma, why u wearing this shirt? I just wash not long ago leh..."

Sister stared at me, while mum trying to find words to reply. Just then it hit me, those were the words mum used to tell me. No wonder my sis looked so stunned. Oh no, Im becoming a housewife! :x





Pain. My wisdom tooth is causing so much pain! D: Ouch.

Been thinking if I have any intelligence, I guess this is a sign for me that I really do have wisdom! hahaha. Self denial again. I think exams make people think and act weirdly, seriously. I think I'm not myself too. My many years in school since the age 4 and taking exams since age 7 have not taught me anything about studying. Whatever happen to the days whereby studying is the key to snugging that A. Now, even if I do finish studying my course syllabus, I may end up not knowing how to do my paper in the exam hall. And the reason is not because I blank out, but the qns seem so foreign, not like anything I have done before. The worst thing? After the exams you can hear some people exclaiming "What an easy paper! woohoo.." while you are still sulking, not knowing how will you fare! D: My papers had long ended, and yet they are still haunting me...

Been trying to play hard, so as not to think about the papers.! Caught 3 movies and a trip to the beach.

I had never study so hard in my life before. I know some people will wanna kill me, but I didn't study that hard for both my O/A levels. Hence, shouldn't I be happy at least I acheive something? No matter what grade I get, I should be happy right?

You have that special ability to make me smile all the time.

You can't make me stay angry with you for more than 1 min.

You irritate me, but when you ain't, I will start missing it.

I love the way you crinkle your nose when you sleep.

I love the way you nudges me, asking for attention.

I love you Jack, thanks for being by my side on this sad and gloomy day!:D

ps: Jack is my family dog.
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