I'm missing sitting on the breakwater and listening to the crashing waves. Let the wind tease my hair while I attempt to keep it in place. Cycle down the slope and listen to the rushing wind. Let my laughter fill the air. Pure happiness...

All this will come true again, hurry, I'm missing it dearly..

Germany won((: Hahaha, 4-1! Though I think that the goal from Fank Lampard in the 1st half should be counted. Oh well! Good Job Klose!(: And Mueller, Polanski, Philip Lahm and Oevil!(: Such an exciting match! hahaha.

The experience of watching at the Kopitiam was awesome. The atmosphere, the cheerings, and of course the jeerings from the England Fans. There ain't many German Fans though, but Germany won, and thats what matter. (:

Germany took chances, and England took chances. The one that proved to be more fearless took the game, while the one that hesitated lost the match. Doesn't this resonates with life? So shouldn't the Germans inspire me?

Can't help rooting for no.11!(:

Took the bus ride, a long bus ride alone. Plugging in to my iPod and letting myself soaked in the scenery. Many thoughts were flashing past my mind. I dismissed them off, refusing to let any one of them affect my "me" time. This respite from my busy schedules and dateline was badly needed. Even though I was running an errand, I felt more relaxed. Its like a mini adventure I'm undertaking, only me, and me alone. No one to bother me, no one to control me. Just like a bird being let out of a cage, I let the sweetness of freedom wash over me.

Perhaps, I was born differently... Perhaps, I am more guarded... Perhaps, I just don't want anyone intruding my private space... Perhaps, perhaps... I'm just scared of the unknown, scared it will hurt me, scared that... everything will change after...

I don't know if I should feel happy, but somehow it scares me more. No, it isn't your fault, you had been great actually. Its just me.

Skeptical me taking over the logical side of me. Yeah, I guess I have to learn to trust. But how much can I choose to believe? Actions and words, they hardly telly. :/

My iPod plays the right song at the right moments. It's as if it is in sync with my mind. (: The warm smile of yours will melt the strong icy defence I have built around me.

Caught Toy Story 3 today!((: Pixar never fails to bring such awesome movie to the big screen. Just got me more excited about that Pixar exhibition. Hope you do too.

Sometimes, I should stop thinking so much and finding excuses. The truth could be just staring back at me. Wini, stop living in self-denial.(:

Been having high fever for the past few days since Tuesday night, hovering around 38.5-39.1 degrees. I had mickey mouse ears- red big and swollen. And so much discomfort for the past few days and nights. I just slipped into semi-conscious state after taking my medication but the pain on my ears made it hard for me to sleep. The endless stream of dreams, drifting in and out of reality. Sometimes I wonder if what I dreamt about were real and what I thought did happen was just part of my dream.

Now I'm feeling much better, and both my ears have returned to its normal size. No longer big-ears mickey mouse. Jack has been a real help and source of strength, being by my side 24/7 and making sure that no one makes noise (though he doesn't know his bark is louder than any other noises! haha)

No chicken. no egg, no biscuits, no bread. Only porridge, fish and tofu. ): I'm missing my bread, but then if i eat it, I will end up looking like mian bao chao ren. ): oh well, rather not eat then. Mummy's angry I don't want to eat, but I'm really sick of eating those food.

I should be contented. I am thankful, at the same time, I feel sorry for them, but then, in life, nothing is smooth sailing. I had my great fall too, and only you can teach yourself to stand up again. Hope that you guys can find the strength to move on from this. ((:

AND I STILL NEED A JOB! Why do I always have trouble finding job? I'm not very picky, just don't touch my Sundays, theres all I'm asking for. ): Hate this stupid Temp/part time market. Seriously, 6 years ago, you gave $6/hour, now you give $5.50-$6/hour. Have you heard of indexed wage to inflation? Its supposed to rise, not fall people!):
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