Hey Heart,

You are confusing me with the various signals you send up. They tell me nothing about what to do, and how to react. You offer no solution to the present. You can't have both of 2 worlds. They say to let the Heart decide, so  I'm not interfering, but your indecisiveness is driving me crazy. Let me know your reply, so I will know what to do.

From the ever logical Brain.



Hello Brain,

Stop being so logical. Not everything has to be so definite. You are asking a Heart to give you a direct Yes/No answer? Thats impossible. Things do not fall in place that easily. What I can do is to save guard myself and stop YOU from making foolish decisions. Logic does not always have to appear in the equation. Just go with the flow and relax will you? Rushing into things will only make matter worst.

From the ever "go with the feel" Heart.

So tell me, who should I side when they are arguing?):

The 1st ray of sunlight from the breaking dawn miraculously heal the pain of yesterday's.

The sun brings hope that today will be a better day. Why should we be bothered by the way others look at us?  Do they meant something to us? We don't live a life to please everyone. As long as my conscience is clear, nothing you say can bring me down. Throw away all negative thoughts, throw away all things that doesn't matter to me. For those people who matters to me love me for being me.

Don't judge me if you don't know me. I can't stop you, but I will prove even the harshest critic wrong. Wini is strong and will not go down without a fight. :D The morning sun infused me with a strength I never knew exist.

I really hope that I wasn't that close to hear those words.

I really hope that those words ain't directed to me.

Because if they are, it just goes to show how much you do not know me. If they do make you feel better, so be it. Your huge inflated ego is something I didn't or couldn't see in the past. I was blind then, but now its all clear.

Thanks for making me sound like the greatest bitch on earth.

Theres enough love only for one...

The heart knows best who occupies it. When it starts to reject another, perhaps you should stop running away from the truth and face it. Teach it to let go and let another love, if not, only pain and anguish will wash over it. Letting go isn't as easy as said, your heart will fail to love again if handled wrongly.

A broken heart will never be whole again, for the scars will remind it the pain it went through before. Time will only lessen the pain..., or will it?

" Fred, the fact that you are sad is unsettling." - The message 

The dream. At that moment, in that safe environment, I felt unrestrained. No one to judge me, no one to question me, no one to control me. I was unabashed, brave and bordering reckless. But all these didn't matter, because I know no one will know all these, except me. What I did, what happened, who I met, and the adventures that unfold. If only they were true. 

The human mind works in a funny way. It can conjure up funny thoughts and assumptions from what you take at face level. I'm really amaze or rather amuse at some of the things I heard from others these few days. The frequency of a certain comment surfacing and being reiterate by many different individuals baffles me. All I can say is, its not true, there is nothing going on, we are just friends.

Surprisingly, I managed to get hall. My little efforts got recognized. (:

So here's to another great year in hall. With laughters, studying, mugging, supper, running, badminton-ing, night walks and all.

This year will be different. My neighbours will be different. No more popping over to JingYi's and Zhilin's room to say "Hi". Or talking outside, along the corridors.

Oh wells.

My 1st post that went unpublished, and into drafts...

Think with your head, feel with your heart and let time tells.

Been seeing this almost everywhere. Magazines and conversations. Is it that when we reach a certain age, there are certain obligations that we have to fall in love, to find someone to lean on, to find someone to grow old with.

Think with your head- alright, I shall assume its logical thinking. But then when you are feeling with your heart, don't people usually lose their mind and let the heart rule the brain.? And when it does happen, most of the time, what leads on after is heartbreak, because people fail to see the logic behind things, like "you don't matter as much to him anymore", "he was just toying with you" or you fail to observe danger signs "fire fire, stop playing with fire"

How much time can tell? And long does it takes for time to tell? If it never tells, will you keep on waiting? If you don't, what if it really is the ONE?

Sometimes, love is like a bus stop. When no one is there, its time we move on...

I need a superman to save me...

Timetable looks bad.
Planning looks bad.
More and more screw-ups.. One after another.

Why am I the one to break the news? Give me strength to do so.

Let everything be fine once again.):

Sometimes, the closest people are the ones whom we get irritated with the most.

When we get closer to someone, we start to form expectations. What we want from the person, what we expect the person to do, who we hope that person to be. But many times, the more expectations you have, the more disappointments will follow. They will not be the one we want them to be, they will always be themselves, the one we will discover as days pass.

Perhaps, because they fail to live up to our expectations, because we are too comfortable with them, or maybe we just expect too much...

I have learnt to not have any expectations anymore...

"How do I know what I think until I see what I say?"


A thought to ponder...

About 9 months ago, she left all of us, and embarked on a journey...

Fast forward, shes back...! She surprised all of us with her sudden appearance. And the best part is, she is still the same girl we had known back then. Living overseas made our little Bloopy grown to be more matured and independent, but shes still the same cute Bloopy we have known.

Bloop bloop. So glad you are back.(:
new past