our journey together is ending...
Had invest rehearsal today, which clashes with the 3rd-4th placing match for bball, so needless to say, i was in school rehearsing and "dancing to the moonlight". n we lost, to vj! =( sad plx.
After that went out with yuen to bugis to get her billabong bag!! was really a nice bagpack which is black base with red flowers and white words. Not too plain nor loud! =D n look nice when she carries! had dinner after and we gossip gossip gossip! hahaa. N if u r seeing this ms yuen! i m so glad someone understand how i feel about tt "tigger!" ahhahah=XXX
On a random note: i dreamt of this totally random guy frm bball for 2 consecutive days! n the 2nd day, he gave me a bouquet of flowers! super random!=D
I had so many tings to want to blog moments ago, but now, i didn't know what to blog. It seems that the days are getting shorter, flittering past too quickly. Before i can stop to look back, i will be push back to reality to catch up with what life throws at me. However, im not complaining, because i know after this term ended, i will be missing all this. It will be over.
1st off. Lv yuan is over! Its was a blast, but im sure i will be missing the rehearsal nights whereby dear julie was my singing partner, whereby i had to act as a jian nu ren/getai singer/ irritating n superb teh gf. yes. And the many many role-playing sessions the rest of the cast had at backstage, con't our own version of the story! hahah. Such fun. No more "Bu yao lian!", "Yan wo shui", "AIAI", etc etc. All these moments however will be in capture in my memory always. Thanks to everyone who made this such a success. 18/07-for the flower! Xiumin(twin)-for the flower! Siting- for the chocs! My mama-for supporting me! My makeup artistes- JiaYi! ZhiYuan! Julie! and Yulan! My darling director- Xiangrui AIREN! and everyone in the cast Char Siew Bao! n of cos not to forget my Xiao jing gua- PickYee! =DD Angel(xiufeng jie lent me her stocking!) Woonhwee!! (jessica n karina for coming despite not knowing chinese!! muaxh muaxh~!)
2nd. missed Choir concert on Friday, didnt have that much $$ to go both band and choir, so had to make a choice. Heard that choir performance was great! Great job to fish, twin and kingkong.! Baked a cookie that night for mum, since she wasnt home. Almost gave the game away when she suddenly returned home early when the cookie was still baking!!! had to resort to asking my dasao to distract my mum away from the kitchen. Burnt my hand in the haste to remove the cookie and clear my the mess. =P but was all worth it. Got scolded for not sleeping early, Oh well, SHE will know the reason on Sunday!
3rd.. Went for Band concert at VCH with seow and sweebee! hoho. Almost lost our way, but made it there on time! =DD Meet dong, ziko and renhao there too. Went in and sat near the front with them. Zik was munching on his old chung kee! tsk tsk. Dong playing his psp.! But i must say the concert was a blast, enjoyed the show vvv much, and it was my 1st band concert! =DDD After the show, the guys went for a drink(so lousy in trying to hide the fact from me n jy!=P) and me n jy had our own drink at starbucks!!! hohoho. Crap all the way back home. smuggled a bouquet of flowers home for mum because i know she will still be up waiting for me and didnt want her to see the flowers. lucky my bag was huge enough. Phew.
4thly! Mother's Day. Mum was pleasantly surprised with the cookie and the flowers!hahaha. She kept boasting to Dad about us making the effort to bake a cookie and bought her flowers. tsk tsk. Had dinner at east coast! great day.!=DD
now preparing for college day this friday. sad, probably my last deployment project. Found Ratchaphorn and Joel's old doc on their college day in hard copy. working hard on it! =D
WOW. imagine having only 3 hours plus combined sleep for 2 days and having dinner (cup noodle) at midnight on the 1st night and a sandwich for 2nd night, freezing in sleep for the 1st night, etc etc and still loving the experience because i m doing all this with my beloved 31st! yup.
on the 2nd night, siewyuen n me emo-ed abit on the track thinking how our council term is going to end soon, its so scary. the thought of having to leave council and the darling 31st.
n i officially "died" after the camp, didnt go to sch today. haix. lots to catch up! =(
I felt just like the wombat at the top of my blog, and i still am feeling that way. i mean none of us would have wanted such an ending to it, and yes i made a fool of myself too by bawling out loud in the middle of the hall. Felt really sorry to my team though they keep reassuring me that its not my fault, but yeah, its just the way i feel.
Felt bad not going for council stayover. Didnt bother to explain, but josh knew why. Didnt go for the rehearsals for xr play either. Im so sorry, but i think my emotions will just screw up really badly today.
Read the newspaper article about PW grades as well, and brought back a tsuinami of emotions. But what else can i do to change? nothing i guess or perhaps appealing? Which i guess will just be chunk aside or thrown into the dustbin as paperballs.
I made a promise, to only be sad for the max of 2 days. n i will keep to it. Yup, dont worry guys, i will be back on my feet again. No use being like this forever!! its over and nothing can be done, energy should be better channelled to other more useful things! =D smile!
In the morning, i went early for usual morning meet-up. Went SC room and jason announced my bday to those around. 1st round of "happy birthday" by the 31st there. =DD After morning assembly, i got my 2nd round of "happy birthday" by the 31st, lots of hugs from them and i recieved a CD from the 31st that has many many photos of special SC events. =DD thanks!!
This batch represent the AUNTIE-NESS in me. Thatis why there is the refugee bag, because aunty keeps alot of stuff, like karang guni, sponge for washing dishes, clothe pegs and hangers for hanging wet clothes after wash, wet wipes to clean house, apron for cooking, feather duster to housekeeping and disposable panties because it looks aunty-ish. hahahha
This pink items are SUPPOSED to complement my bimbo-ness. seriously, i so not bimbo loh.=X theres a hot pink hairband. Pink comb+mirror, pink barbie play phone, barbie arm pouch and lotsa bimbo clips! and i m supposed to wear them to school. =DD hope i won't get caught for being so ostentatious. And i think they will probably boost my TAO HUAs even more! =X
Badges! which they said suit me. Well, I have no commentS! =XX but i may consider clipping on my bag.=DD
And the life-size WINNIE-THE-POOH which represent ME. =DDD so big right! and very cuddly too. very very happy. and all the above can fit into the one big bag.=DD
and a love letter from Ms cherie loh too! (content undisclosed!)=X
And then i got a mushroom from wo ai de ren!! ms png zhiyuan!! a red mushroom!=DD
the mushroom even got blusher!! =DD plus a love note too!!
I have the well wishes from thw whole cg 18/07! and when i laid out all the items of the day, it was like i m having a store at a flea market!.
by the time i lunged all this home, i got stares from so many people. I think they thought i was lunging bombs or something. and my dad was superb amused with all my presents!! lolx.
And today i got a belated bday gift from chiahow. its a Bear from built a bear workshop called Wini. hahaha. =DD
yeah yeah!! so happy. all the love love presents!! =DDD i shall blog about my family presents and dinner the next time!! too tired!! =DD cya!
march holidays came and is going soon, and my holidays are spent at home studying. oh well, at least its the most productive holiday, though i think my results for MCT will be a sad case.
went nus open house. must really thank nolinkfishy qianying for going with me to nus earlier to listen to the law talk. yes yes! and we even got lost in the early parts of the day when we were finding our way to the venue as we took the wrong shuttle bus! =XX hahah. the bukit timah campus is sososososososososo PRETTY... Awww.. so now i should work my ass to really really do well. Read the saturday news that NOW, it is going to be so TOUGH to get in uni, let alone those super super hot faculty. =( sobx. Need leadership, initiate an activity, sports and internship to boost SP too. i only got about 2 of the above, and there are so many others who have all 4 above plus straight As.=(
feeling damn moody these days. no idea why, just feel really really weird. AND i m really feeling quite disgusted over something. =((
I FELL SICK DURING THE HOLIDAYS!! how nice.. Lost my voice, trying to make weird noise with what little "voice" i had left and all i got is weird pronunciations.=X oh bother.
Went NTU economics talk on Saturday. It was lectures after lectures for the whole day.! i didnt even know what hell i had signed up for. And i fell asleep for one of the lectures! ok, i m really guilty, because i don't fall asleep for lect, even if i m really tired. and according to Jiayi, me sleeping is like a phenomenal and she will probably win 4D, yeah, thanks. Remember to share half the winnings with me=XX
We went to the NTU open house as well. Lunge back information sheets on the courses available and stuff like that. Was kindof interested in a few courses, at least now i m not as confused of what i want for my future. Kor also talked to me that night about Uni courses, it was kindof funny, because he was Damn serious when he was talking to me, and i m so not used to it! haha. but thanks Bro!
Bohohoh. Cg going swensens today to spend the voucher we gotten from Dodgeball and i will be stuck at home with a horrible inflammed throat. =( sobx.!! i bet its that Laksa yong tofu i ate on Friday plus a whole week of screaming at the top of my lungs. =(
as days past, it became clearer and clearer what i want, but its just so hard to talk to anyone about it.
woosh~ at last, the week had ended. Such a tiring, mentally and physically exhausting week. Waking up so early and sleeping so late each day. And having to PUT UP with so many UNFAIRNESS in a week. BOO. i am really mad/pissed/sad/etc.
I think i need to find an avenue to let out all my pent-up frustration.! Really, if not i may just go berserk. I think maybe i shall channel all my energies to Studying and be a MUGGER. Anyway,the sports people in our school had this really nice sports shirt with their pdp name over it. Then Mr tan said i should have one too, with the word MUGGER. Thanks arh mr tan.. =(( Even though i really like the shirt, i will not wear it if mine is written MUGGER. hoho. i think i PREFER TIMETABLE CLUB!! hahahah=XX
feeling really really exhausted and yet relief the weekends are coming. Going to NTU tmr for the econs lecture there with lameface Jiayi and my mortal yuang. Hope its fun. =)) and Tmr is NTU open house, so maybe i will be super motivated to study after going there! hahah=XX
A week past since the start of SC nominations, i shan't comment more, but i just want to say, the whole thing is sucking both my energies and time, returning home late and feeling lousy over it. but i hope that all this will pay off!! =)) must remain optimistic, even though there maybe disappointment now, i really really hope our efforts pay off.
Dodgeball- both a disaster and blessing. Disaster because history repeat itself, the frisbee accident last year replayed itself. well, i believe in sports and everything, integrity is the most important. And deep down in our hearts, we all know who are the true winners, though we had gotten 4th, i believe the event had also brought our cg closer( blessing!!) especially when we cheered togther and got pissed together too! Hm.. i didnt get to play though. =(( but its ok, im not a good player either. =)) played V-ball after that, got laugh at because i look very funny when i chased the ball around, and i shot the ball past the tennis court fence. =DD hahaha. And Xiangrui, dont think i don't know you say i look like "Ah Meng" ok?
a while ago, when i was listening to the radio, i heard this phrase which set me thinking very deeply. "i like you not because of who you are, but who i am when i am with u" You like a person because you feel comfortable talking to that person, not afraid to show yourself, your true self and thats why you feel the attraction to be with that someone. maybe its true, i dont know. How bout you?
and i keep thinking, who makes me feel this way.? =DD
MY PHONE CRASH THIS MORNING AFTER I WAS READING THROUGH THE MSGS! SOBX. and i lost so many many contacts...=(( have to use my back up phone for now. sad way to begin a new week.
yesterday was our 1st GM with the nominees. well, i shant comment much, but if feel kindof sad. Nominations shouldn't be like tt.. no. Disappointed. I dont want the 31st to be affected by the new nominees. we can overcome this together. We had been through so much. Jiayou 31st. Jiayou all committees. And jiayou to my dear disc. comm and co-i/c sweeliang! =))
Still aching from standing so long yesterday. went to suntec after that for the career fair. Was a real disappointment. oh well, i hope the NUS open house would be much much better! =))
i m still in a lousy mood because of my phone..=(( RAH!
i m so pissed with the sch ad***!! so last minute, treat us with some repect! we serve the school, but not some last min maid/servant?
Came back home late today doing some mtp duty, which is quite redundant because the parents know where to go and we had so few people doing it. Then stayed back a little later helping the Sc nom Admin comm-eve,ryan,jinzhi and jiayi(lameface!) hoho. Had fun together joking, fooling around and just gossiping about everything! hoho =XX
OK!i m like so dead tired and tmr is going to be one long long day! going to schoo in the morn at 7.40! n i cant believe i m still blogging.. haha. then going with my darling 18/07 to suntec for the career fair! yippe~ =)) though i think i may just ZZZzz on my way there and back.. too tired to talk or anything.
i m in a super sleepy mode while writing this blog. Yup. my eye bags are getting more n more visible. a cause for rejoice?
18/07 going to enter the class mtv contest thing.! yeah. im sure xinjun did his best in singing! so many retakes because all of us will burst out laughing before before he finished because the lyrics are really funny.
the lyrics (the order maybe wrong) sang to the tune " on the ___ day of christmas my true love gave to me..."
On the 25th day in TJ, my college gave to me
25, 18 rocking
24, calvin niaoing
23, philine feeling
22, zhihui kc
21, randy's cherie
20, professor meijing
19,cheryl poking
18, orh lang jiamin (burst out laughing here all the time, sorry jiamin! =))
17, laoda yiying
16, louis burping
15, jolyn dancing
14, xiumin sao-ing
13, yulan shaking
12, donglin sleeping
11, randy eating
10, winifred
9, mushroom fengyi
8, Kingkong roaring
7, Tujin studying
6, Chia how singing
5... Tan Qian Ying (BOOM)
4. tricia
3, yu ang
2 ong junmin
and a xiang rui with a jiayi.
Had much fun taking the pictures for the mtv too. I had to pose with a hot pink umbrella. I look so comical!>.< was so paiseh when i was taking the picture.! The rest of the pics were equally hilarious! hope we win again this time.! the YOG picture win was totally random, but we still won! yeah.
CT was looking really down during our GP lesson, wonder what is wrong with him today. hope everything is fine, it feels really weird for us to console him, and yet we really would like too. hope he get back his groofy smile and happy enthusiatic him tmr! =DD jiayou!!
i feeling very very na men since tues and even more on weds. I really dont know why m i feeling like tt. Maybe its true, ignorance is bliss, then perhaps, i wouldn't be feeling like this now.=((
i had one great weekend! hohoho. brought my parents to see the terminal 3. haha. acted like some mountain tortoise, but who cares? lolx. then we went metro expo sale!! i saw a dress and bought it because it is really lovely. OK.. it is UNUSUAL for a manly,bimbotic and motherly wini to buy a dress, but yea i bought a dress. ahahah.=XX
After that we had dinner at the Macau express cafe! u guys should go and have a try. My 3rd trip there and each time i wnet, it is NEVER a disappointment! hohoh. love the food there. Had a fun time with my parents and glad to find them still pretty loving after so many year. hohoho. i was like the big lightbulb whose job is to carry the purchases but i m not complaining. it is just great to be with them! though, it feels weird without my sister with me. usually its me and her, mum and dad. today is like mum and dad, and me. well.. its ok! i have to get use it!
yeahness. heard a superb superb good news!! cant wait for friday to come! its going to be a blast!! i miss u loads!!!=)))
my friday didnt turn out sad and miserable though despite the fact i cant go Jurong Island. haha. Had a meeting with the D. comm members. yup. We covered quite alot in that one hour. yeah yeah!!=)) way to go guys! Then after meeting, it was off to Tampines to watch Jumper with "wo ai de ren" aka Ms png zhi yuan! haha. When we were living school, met kangyu who acted angry with me for going on "date" with zhiyuan. Was very funny, because after he said that, i just laugh then said she chose me, then zhiyuan grab my arm and we left. hoho. Sorry dude. =XX
Jumper was a great movie. It was a thriller and quite action-packed. It was also quite romantic in a way, if you watched it already, you will know what i m talking about. If not, catch it yourself, no spoilers here!=X hoho. After the movie, it was about 6. And i had another movie, p.s. i love you to watch with my darling 18/07 ppl at 7. hahah. 2 movies in a day! spoilt myself to the max! haha. zhiyuan left after sending me to lameface,tri,meepok,style,mushroom,jinjin,dong,oilspill,laogao&airen. Then off "wo ai de ren" to find "ta ai de ren". lolx. i know sounds very confusing but it has links to the 1st para! =X P.S. i love you was pretty ok, except that at some parts, it gets a little too draggy.perhaps i m not the romantic kindof person, though i think i may like someone like Gerry to be my husband! lolx. However, compared to Jumper, i think Jumper is more worth the money. For both movies, my spoilt nose decided to block the 2 nostrils so i had to gulp for air through my mouth. =( Had a super late dinner after that which is a piece of carrot cake. didnt want to eat much, having pt the next morning.
Today went back to school for GM! 8.30, but it started near to 9. Was PT first thing in the morn. We went to lucky heights the reverse way. Thought was quite a good idea. Though the upslope was steeper, i thought that it kindof feel shorter. hoho. my ankle almost gave way up there, but thanks to ziko who kept giving me encouragement and constantly asked if i was ok. hoho. In the end, i made it back to TJ in one piece, no accident! haha. for a person who is superb accident prone, it was an achievement, however it didnt last long, when i went to the toilet after that, i got hit on the head by the door. -.-" After PT, we had GM in Seminar room 111. It was super cold inside and my nose "froze". I cant breathe and had to use my mouth again. it was a relief to be out the room. Hoho. Mrs loke gave us haobao made of felt. Feels nice. Inside the Haobao though its 2 gold coin chocolates. after returning to SC room, found out junmin(meepok) attempted to call me. She wanted to come back school to collect our GP package because Mr cal tan need it on mon. So i went to tell the auntie to wait for her. lolx, i kindof spoiled the uncle's plan to leave early because he looked evidently sadder after his wife agreed to wait. SORRY! Then i missed meepok when she came. I was vibration proof so didn't realize she called me. she had to carry everything home. Felt so bad, because she could have left it in my locker! =( sorry meepok for being so vibration proof. Then after the mass dance, went with some of the 31st to the "hippest" aka KFC to have our lunch. there goes all our effort in PT.
Mum went m'sia today, so i had the house to myself the whole day. Felt so pig, slept like one when i reached home.My dog did exactly the same too. found him sleeping beside me when i woke up on the sofa in the living room. haha. was kindof cute, he imitating what i am doing! hoho. Mum just came back no long ago! she bought me a super cute hp pouch, a ducky head one! hoho. She noticed my hp pouch is giving way, so, yeah! now i have a new hp pouch! hoho.=DD all smiles.
Everything seems great so far, hope it stays this way!=DD
just when i want to blog, my stupid internet connection is lost, so currently i m just typing while my connection is trying to re-connect itself.
for civics yesterday, all the J2 classes are supposed to report to either LT1 or LT2 for a sexuality talk, on the difference between men and women and so on and so forth, and we aint supposed to blog anything about it. But i guess, i cant possibilty blog anything about it, because practically throughout the whole talkshow thing, me and yuang was talking. Well, its not ouyr fault that we opted to chat instead of listening. Because, judging by the faces of those who are listening, they are either 1.sleeping 2. looking bored 3.staring in space. so well.. i rather spent my time more "wisely". hoho. But it was fun talking to Lao Gao. yea, we were having our own debate about Guys and Girls and what we look for in our future partners. haha. at least he understands what type of guys i like because he watched "xian jian qi xia zuan" also! hohoho
After Civics, the few of us namely, jiayi, tri, nolink, mushroomfengyi, tujin and me went to LT2 for the talk about overseas universities. Well.. in the end, didnt manage to hear anything either, due to bad geographical location(back of LT) and was chatting with mushroomfengyi. Then i realised Tujin and Fengyi like to "hug" themselves or cross their arms, so i told them this is negative body language, then the next moment, they spread their arms around and look so -.-". I didnt know who to respond... hohohoh.
Had chem spa today at 5.15 pm, such weird timing, but the majority of the cls decided to just study/slack/sing/etc in our GP(last period) classroom till 5.15pm. Seriously, 18/07 nice class to have fun, but not the most condusive ppl!! hahaha.=X and i heard weird noises too! hohoh..
Now i m trying to do the econs proj, but my mind in a swirl, no idea why, feel abit floaty too. And my stupid nose, one nostril stuck, the othe itchy! arh! irritating.>.<
Tmr going to be one sad sad day. Majority of cls gg jurong island while some miserable souls like me will be stuck in school. =(( namely, triee, xr, laogao, dong, jiayi and me. RAH! it isnt fun at all not going. BOHOHO. i want to go! sobZ='(
i shall get back to work, and stop slacking and slothing. woosh~
i m so so so so super clumsy. Actually, i was kindof feeling quite happy to run today because we are running outside school instead of track, and today's weather is really scorching so we are kindof in the shade if we run the Gate-Gate route. So i was happy running at my own pace for the 1st round and ALAS! i fell down at the bend and sprain my ankle. Oh gosh, but i continue to run hoping the pain would fade away, it just got worse, and i manage to scrap a pass in the end, with the help of a Delta girl who ran the last leg with me, hope to see her again to say a BIG thankyou!=))
Dropping my maths to H1 isnt such a bad thing after all. At least, i feel that now i have a wee bit more confident in dealing maths sum. Yup, though i m still really unfamiliar with the workings of my H1 class, i think they are pretty nice people who are very outspoken, so each lesson is quite engaging and fun. I really hope i can arrange a time with the tutor to clarify about STATs, cause currently, i m just trying to learn myself, which apparently, i think i made lots of assumption and aint sure if it is right anot. =((
With more events coming up like SC norm, SC camp and Mardi Gras, i really hope i utilize all the spare time i have now, then to pile up and fret at the last min. hoho.
And i just saw the timeline for SC norm, their voting date starts on my birthday, wich means i cant go to celebrate my bday. OHno...=( sobx. nevermind then.
A day spent with 18/07 is a happy day! hahah..=)) automatically brightens up my day.
Recieved a damn random msg today in school. feeling na men over it. isnt it obvious i dont want to reply? i know i m being bad, but i just can't force myself to.
Just hope to be happy everyday! ooh.. so HIM today after PE! ahaha.. ok, i m huachi-ing, u can ignore! X)
had the sudden urge to blog, but my mind is blank.
Been pondering and thinking pretty deeply these days.
I reckon that my lousy mood these days are caused by what i see and feel, and yet i find it hard to tell somebody else, because no one can feel exactly what I m feeling. They probably brush off what i want to say, and embark on their own stories. I dont blame them, i mean, my problems or thoughts probably isnt worth that much thought or effort in listening.
i yearn to watch the sunrise at a beautiful beach, to see the beginning of something lovely, the start of a miracle, and to have someone by the side who will understand and see the beauty nature creates. the miracle created everyday, that everyone is rushing off too fast too observed.
Somehow I don't where to start my blog.
I realized my life has became so structured. My life is being surrounded by ONLY these few things, and yet I can't even seems to get anything right. It feels horrible. Time isnt on my side. It feels as if I had lost a good friend, like Time had forsaken me, leaving me struggling to complete my work as Time run faster and faster from me.
I no longer feel like myself anymore. Like im enclosed in this exterior shell that is shielding me from the external harm that may come my way, and yet the internal shelf screams to be let out. Im confused, unsure what lies ahead of me, if I m able to deal with it, and yet i know i still have to face it, whatever it is. I fear the unknown, and yet the unknown excites me. I m such a contradictory person.
iknowthatthisfeelingsucksbutihopethatfromnowonthisisthslasttimeimfeelingthiswayeverythingshouldworkoutfine
I was once intrigued by the beauty of a butterfly, something so small yet so graceful. And the multicoloured wings. To me, they were one of the best art nature had ever done.
i'm beginning to realize i dont even know myself.
I had just survived my 2nd week in school, OR should i re-phrase, its my 1st week in school (involved in REAL school work) because the 1st week, i was running about school busy with orientation. WEE~ Zenith 08 rocks! Though i MUST STRESS i will NEVER EVER WISH to cut ANY GARBAGE BLINDFOLDS again! They can drive me freaking crazy! Worst then those Grad nite slips of paper i cut during the Nov holiday. I guess only Zhiyuan and Amira can understand what i m taking about.!
My 1st week (orientation week)
Starting from Weds, i got superb lack of sleep, so i was like "high-ing" a moment, sleepy the next moment. But i guess the orientation was a BLAST! Esp the Suntec Mass Dance, the 31st simply went crazy, we ran around the fountain for countless time, cheering all the cheers and simply just being crazy. haha. We were having so much fun, for a moment, the thought of completing holiday homework just flown out of my mind. But the serious lack of sleep certainly took a toll on me and i made up by waking super late on Sunday.=X
2nd week
Argh. Was a really scary week and i can't believe i m already "chiong-ing" homework to way past mid night already, and they are TUTORIALs, not some forgotten/lost in the pile holiday homework. Gah. And stupid me, went to do maths assignment 1 & 2 and stupidly think that the tutor will go through slowly, only to realize that what we really NEED to hand in is assignment 4! Horrors, but thank god, we need not and in that soon, if not, i m DEAD meat.
Had 2 tests in the 2nd week already, namely the horrifying chem and maths test. *praying that i pass them*
I felt the pace was too fast, all the tutors were stressing that year 2 will be really hectic, and i can feel it already. I was too slack in my yr1. =((
I must have more confidence, better time management and jiayou this year! woot. i must HUAT this year! =)))) lolx
*ps: i heard this on the radio "if you really like someone, then do things that the person will like or like doing. It got me thinking. When one is in love, one will tend to do things that will please the others. Just by looking at the other's smile is enough. Love is silly* lalalala.
Stop saying I m a hsifratS, because i m not. I m myself! ahaha=X
been soooooooooooooooooooo long since i last blog.
thats because i m
1. busy
2.work
3.too much things happen!
had fun today doing cip with 18/07 ppl at Andrew and Grace home.! mr lau came to visit us as well! =)) we had pack-lunch which was fried rice with one pathetic prawn, but the feeling of everyone sitting together having lunch was great. We were really tired n famished cleaning, we were like gathered in a circle, gobbling down the food and discussing bout the chalet nxt week. cant wait.! yahness.
We were trying to rake leaves at the car park with the impossible rakes they gave us. the rakes have no teeths! n it making the irritating "chi chi chi" sound, which hence made me and junmin to create our own "storm" music with the rakes.! haha. yulan also get fed up with the impossibles and picked the leaves with her hands. leaves just keep falling when the wind blows, so we were endless sweeping throwing sweeping throwing. =(
the guys were pruning the brushes. i guess they had fun chopping the twigs with leaves using the axes. At least it looks more fun than raking! ahha. but i think they gt injured as well.
At the end, we took photo with Uncle chai, the uncle who stayed with us and help us throughtout the whole thing. he was nice, but he was LATE in the morning, n made us stand in the hot sun, but he bought us mineral water! haha..
After that, fengyi, junmin and me went to junmin's house to do SOMEONE'S present! hahah. had a fun time "fren-hopping" in friendster as well. =P
overall, it had been a great day! i guess i miss the days i can slack around during holiday with nothing to worry. oh well.
haha. i hadn't been updating my blog for so long. tsk tsk.
i m so UNPRODUCTIVE throughout this holiday! yes. i m. SLOTH! i better cut some slack n get some work done.
hohoho. nxt week is sure going to be a busy busy week. grad nite prep, ogl induction, ccf concert, ogl induction, gradnite prep.! repetitive, but sure going to keep me busy busy busy!
the week after... internship! yup from 3dec to 28 dec. so exciting n excited! hahah. wonder what will i b doing. this is sur going to keep me bzbzbzbz throughout the dec. n grad nite is on te 4dec. its the final showdown.
i realize my creative juices seems to have been drained recently. i don't know why, just a random thought. but my day dreams are still endless!
BUT i m sick!!=((
have to smile more for the positive energy! ahaha..
BYE~
new past






